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Celebrate Love: Fuad+Faeza from Manggis on Vimeo.

jumpe ini di blog my senior dan saye sudah berangan jauh. =) aww, so sweetlah.

the video is really nice with the lighting and the colours.

smooches~

self torture

ape nak jadi ngan fana rosli skrg nih ha?

pemalas, suke tangguh keje, kuat makan, asek tgk muvie je kejenye.

tak sedar lagi ke awak tu dah sem 3, konon2nye sem paleng bz n mcm nerake donia?

abehtu yg suke hati bersenang lenang goyang kaki lagi tu bwat ape ha? sedarla diri tu cket.

haih. come on. change fana rosli. CHANGE!!!!

cepat bwat azam baru. jgn nak ngengade malas malas lagi. paham tak???

okeh. dah sedar? bagos! dah berambos jgn sibuk2 nak post entri blog tiap2 hari. tau??

smooche~

weekend

weekend this tym sgt penaaaaaaatttt!!!!

back from bayai around 4.30 pm, trus rush to ktm to meet bie.

its just a plain date. except for my fonder feelings towards him. =) also for the cute shirt he bought me. =))

oh the best part is the muvie that we've watched. its OBSSESSED. did i spell it ryte? mcm ade terlebih S there. okayy wtv.

the muvie is slow n boring mule2. first2 dah tyg adegan 18sx. hoo. n then when it came to the seducing part by the pompuan-yg-sgt-perasan-n-taktau-malu-gode-suami-orang, hati jadi saspen+geram+ nak sepak2 muke pompuan tu.

huu. ksian beyonce. i mean sharon in this muvie. serius that lady is psycho gile babeng. ok puan2 sekalian, sile menjage suami anda dgn penuh baek supaye x digode oleh pmpuan gile sebegini.

part fighting tu mmg real. serius. cam xcaye beyonce, i mean sharon, sgt hebat bab2 berlawan gini. fuh smpai tergolek2 jatuh tangge berdarah2 molot.

n as usual, watak jahat nyawe mmg liat. dah jatuh dari siling pon smpat lg bukak mate bwat

renungan tak puas hatila kononnye tu kat beyonce. i mean sharon okayy.

so the moral of the story, kite haruslah memprotect suami kite dgn sebaek mungkin dan bertumbuklah dgn sepenuh hati dgn pompuan gile yg cube mggode suami kite. sekian.

overall; mmg besh. worth the 2 hours. cume u hav to bear the fisrt part.

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bayai story. grup tutor kne move earlier. peh sekse gile nk bgn awai hari sabtu. tau x?

tutoring for abt 4 hours. saket anak tekak. okayy skang dah phm perasaan cekgu2 yg penat ajar aku yg bengap x paham2 even dah sejuta kali explain. PENATTT!!!

then the family angkat programme. sggoh excited sbab sblm ni jeles sume org ade mak angkat.

my mak angkat msk pajeri nenas n telur dadar for me. walopon sgt simple, tp sgt sedaaapp!!

n here goes my family...awww,so schweeet

ini maen tutup tin. u see, i have talent in this. tp adek2 angkat sye sgt terer. salute!!

mak angkat sye yg all in blue tu sdg mengait manggis for me. how thoughtful =)

from left; anas, adam n aisyah. adam sgt nottyy!!

weekend tis tym sgt penat. tapi sgt seronok. juge sgt hepppppyyyyy!!!

smooches~

of gargantuan appetite n relief

okayy. tadi g jj, nk draw duit sbab purse dah kempis penyek xde isi kat dlm.

jj sale gilelah. baju2 sume flat price. seluar2 pon. 20 bux n below sumenye.

tapi i berjaye thn nafsu.

mkn kat johnny's. try out steamboat. mm, bolela..not my taste sgt. test bakat pkai chopstick. n i xpaham ape yg waiter bangla tu ckp each tym dy dtg meje ktorg. haih.

next, secret recipe. indulgence abeh, bli choc fudge. not bad.

next, bli sushi et yg kecik2 comey2 tu.

next, bli big apple. tapi my donut satu jelah.

tapiiiii....madihah yusoff mkn lagi byk dari i!!!!! i yg kuat mkn ni pon ngange mulut luas2 saspen tgk dy mkn super byk. dup dap dup dap jantung sbab takot perot dy terpecah.

xbeli pape for myself pon. duit sume abeh masuk perut.

kene diet balek like carzy sbab jeans sume dah ketat. T_T

ps; mcdee, ko patut berbangge name ko aku siap bold n letak kaler lg taw..=P

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relief yg amat sgt sbab sume msalah between me n him dah setel.

dah sedar sgt2 kesalahan diri.

i don want to lose him. he's already a part of me.

smooches~

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im at the saddest point in my life

miss

i miss my old buddies like crazy that i want to cry my heart out.

myself is fucking miserable right now n i need sumone to comfort me.

zati, yati, yani, ika n syatees. i miss u guyz terribly.

i wish i can fly to u guyz ryte now.im soooo in dire need to meet u all. im desperate.

i miss the easy life we led together, knowing each other very well that it is almost impossible for us to fight.

life is sooo cruel and unpredictable that u can never guess what will happen to you the very next second.

oh my. whining non stop yet my heart still doesnt feel at ease. at all.

i really need a therapy. my friends, here n everywhere, pls cure me. i beg u.

smooches~

the results

okayyy. results senior sudah out last weekend.

highest in kms is sis casey n another one i-dont-know-who, congratulations for the 43 mark of yours.

also to sis kauthar n bro hilmi, for breaking the tradition. math dpt 7 kot. gempak hell. ade sesape lagi ke yg dpt 7? ntahla, aku pn xsure. aku tnye, aku jwb.

congratez2. even kamu-kamu xkenai i, trimelah ucapan tahniah i yg penuh ikhlas ini.

n to those yg xlepas, dun worry, this is not the end of the world okayy.

tp kmb got 4 boys who got 45. perfect mark. i mean all BOYS ppl!!!!

OMG impressive gile. mst gempak gile dorg. ouh warning2.

girls, get ur weapons. start working hard okayy.

ade 1 result pending sbab plagiarisme. aih cuak gile kot kalo kene camtu.

result mmg unpredictable. even top scorer pn ade yg xlepas.

so jgn perasan kau dapat mrkh bagus skrg, kau mmg konpem dpt 35 n above final exam nnt. ingat tu!

smooches~

the war

the so-called war will begin.

what war?

war untuk breakfast kat ds.

dan war nak lunch juge.

first come first serve.

sape lmbt silela berlapar.

im ready. physically. mentally.

smooches~

bebayai

yesterday off to bayai. but this tym the journey took shorter tym xpuas lagi aku nak tido dlm bas.

smpai s.k. serting hulu. okayy semangat dah tapi mulut xberenti yawn.

agak neves nak msuk kelas. okay fine mmgla sume bdk2 kecik tp mcmn kalo dorg baleng telur kat aku kalo dorg xsuke aku? okay fana dah mule prangai lagak wasangka merepek.

first kne ajar bm. tatabahasa plak tu. okay mmg ayat bm aku bombastik, (bombastik ke???) tp tatabahasa bdk darjah 6 pon aku xtau. bile bdk tu tnye mcm2 aku konah sane konah sini nak cover line. okay terase sgt budus di ketika itu. belakon mcm tgh pk pdhal hati cuak nak mampos ye.

after that makan time!! mkn nasi ayam weh. cedap mgalahkan yg ds bwat. ds bwat ayam rentung. aku tmbah 2 kali kot. the boy pon xmkn byk cam aku. huu.

perut da knyang, kne g ajar math plak. naseb bek ingatan maseh okayy. so everything went out smoothly. cume tekak saket perit kering bercakap 2 jam xberenti. ceh fana bajet hebat.

n the kids are super nice to us. abeh satu kelas sume salam cium tgn. baek kan?

my tutee, athirah even cried sbab xnak berpisah ngan i. she even begged me to come nex week. hoho. okayy fana mmg tutor hebat lagi penyayang.

after that g kg bayai. makan lagi kat kenduri. ZOMG gulai lemak dy pedas gileeeee!!!. xthn i.

then menumpang nek moto mak angkat myra&dj g tumpang solat kat umah dy.

after that lepak2 kat umah mak angkat mazni&dayang mkn rambutan+doyan smpai pecah perot. sirius rambutan dy sedap. lekang abeh.

then g kubur. huh?kubur? tak2 g kubur sbab nak g kutip segale rambutan2 yg ade sblom gugur ke tanah. acecey. byk gilelah rambutan. heaven2.

pastu nek kete apetah yg bole berdiri kat blkg tu. wooo. besh gile terase angin sepoi2 bahase menampar2 n membelai2 kulit mukaku. tp rase cam lembu atas trak plak. okayy fana gile merapu sensorg.

then mkn bubur durian ngan roti + cekodok besar panas. wohohohho. my faveret ah. xle lepas even kulit perut dah meregang tahap maksimum. bkn impak maxima okayy??

then bertolak balek, tdo ngan senang hati sbab perut knyang. tp satu bas bau doyan. i dont likeeee.

kesimpulannye, trip to bayai hanye akan menggemokkan anda sebab villagers kat sane sgt suke memanjekan anak2 bandar.

cant wait for nex week trip. mst my tutee rindu i gile2. heeeee~

smooches~

pls take note

dont mind my words. yes they are harsh. i know i know.

if i say that u're GEDIK or AKU SEPAK KAU KANG or NGENGONG, ignore it. its just a way for me to express my feelings. okay terasa jiwang plak.

mmg taklah aku nak sepak kau btul2. cubit org pn aku sgt jarang2 bwat. except to my brotherslah. okay fine ni kes laen.

but this is me okayy. saye bkn jenis pompuan lembut lemah gemalai sopan santun cakap lapik2 beralas2 berkias2.

with certain ppl yes i do know how to respect them. aku still tau adat okayy.

i dont even know how to sit properly in class also while eating. even if i dine kat hotel pn i will bersile atas kerusi.

its already part of me. kau xboleh terime aku xleh nak bwat ape.

tp seriously, i dont really mean of what i've said. all those bad words are just like accesories for my sentences. my bad.

so here am i apologizing with my utmost sincerety if anyone of u felt the pang from my bad bad bad behaviour.

but everyone does hav at least ONE bad behaviour kan? so give n take ppl.

smooches~