kupas

i'm grateful that i went to the KUPAS programme. seriously inspiring tapi memang tipula kan kalau aku cakap aku tak tido langsung. =PP

miss my family already. nak balek cepat. nak g karaoke.

smooches~

mimpi

rasa macam baru tersedar dari mimpi yang trial lagi sebulan je lagi. final lagi 2 bulan.

risau gila pasal math and physics. celaru (?) hati aku.

skrg ni topic hangat mase gosip even dgn sape2 pun mesti pasal kawen.

"weh, habeh blaja umur dh 25, bile aku nak kawen ni?"

"mak aku tak kasi kawen selagi tak abeh blaja. sobs"

"susah kot nak cari laki berkualiti sekaraang ni."

"aku nak kawen ngan orang korea!!"

"weh aku xde boypren lagi. uwaaaa"

"xpe2, kat U nnt kite cari boypren ramai2"

"weh nak kaweeeeennnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!"

dialog yg wajib dengar tiap2 hari especially bile tgh makan kat DS.

bile aku nak kawen tah. IB pun tak lepas lagi.

smooches~

susah

memang susah dapar partner yg lifestyle 180 darjah berbeza ngan aku. sobs rinduuuu.

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taste

mcdee selalu mempertikaikan my taste on guys. mcm dy pelik kenape i minat eunhyuk sedangkan dalam suju ramai lagi yang lagi cute. dy cakap eunhyuk tak hensem. T_T bad girl. yela mcdee, kaulah bad girl. kesik hati aku. =P

i dont know why, but i prefer a guy yang tak terlampau hensem sebab nanti kene share dgn ramai orang. lagipun paras rupa tak menetukan seseorang tu best kan? tgk siwon, even dy hensem tapi dy tak kelakar and mcm serius sikit. my eunhyuk sgtla kelakar okay i tak jemu tgk dy hari2 ngehee memang nak makan penampau dari bie ni.

lagipun dy terer gile menari. sexy haram kot harhar and sgt comel even selalu kene buli. hihihhihi. kalau dlm starking takde eunhyuk takde selere aku nak tengok.

even dlm CN Blue pun i tak minat si shin woo tu tapi i suka yg gitaris (?) no 2 yg rambut hitam ade dimples awww so cute i geram!!!! haha gatai.

dalam cter korea pun i selalu kesian kat hero no 2 yg selalu dikecewakan sampai i jadi benci kat watak utame. sobs. tapi kalau cter boys over flower, i tetap minat gu jun pyo. perfect gila kot. =PP

my boyfie pun i accept dy sebab dy witty and sekepala ngan i. not bcoz of his look or wealth. yang penting dy boleh buat i gelak mcm orang gila hari2 and yes he did that always. sebab tu i sayang u lebih bie. ehehehehe.

papela kan, asal aku bahagia and tak kacau boyfriend orang sudah.

smooches~

current playlist

super junior - heartquake

super junior - twins

super junior - marry u

super junior - she's gone

super junior - rock this house

2PM - heartbeat

2PM - tired of waiting

2PM - again and again

big bang - lies

SNSD - Oh!

taylor swift - jump then fall

han dong joon - noreul saranghae

and all other super junior's song. ^_^ i can never get enough of super junior, especially eunhyuk =)

dancing 2PM serius pelik gila tapi cool. suka sukaaa!!! =)

smooches~

penat

bas rosak, tertunda sejam setengah. jalan jem gila. cramp pinggang aku dalam bas.

hilang mood nak blaja esok. letih siaa.

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i want

i want these handbags SOOOO BAD. so bad that i think i cant sleep well until i got my hand on any one of these.

coolio!

aaaa. nak yang kaler putih.

so pls tell me where can i find these pretty bags?

smooches~

bliss =)))))

if someone asks me what a beautiful life means,

i would lean on your shoulder,

hold u close to me,

and answer with a smile,

"LIKE THIS"....

u really know how to make my day, dont u?

ily. =)))

smooches~

blur

post ini bukan merujuk kepada myra, bukan.

note biochem lagi detail drp note biology. penat gila buat, tmbah lagi buku 550 tu ayat panjang lebar, mcm mak tgh nagging anak yang tak habih2 bermesej ngan boifren *cough*

mak selalu cakap, kalaulah my handphone tu boleh bercakap, mesti keypad dy meraung:

''tolong...tolong..jangan picit aku dah...jangan seksa aku..jangan penyek aku lagi..bebaskan beta..cho mengaaa''

mak aku memang comel. rindu mak. abah pun rindu jugak. siang tadi abah buat kelakar gila babeng. abah pun comel jugak. patutla kawen ngan mak.

smooches~

random

rasa meluat baca status seseorang di facebook.

rase menyampah kat shin dong. rase mcm dy tak patut jd member suju. dahla asek curi line rap eunhyuk. SHOOOOH KAU SHINDONG! *emo*



apa beza orang yg officially couple dengan orang yang teman tapi mesra la kononnya tapi buat perangai manja mengalahkan orang yg bercouple tu? pastu macam bagusla kan nasihat sini sana macam dy terlepas dosa couple.

fine, terima nasihat seikhlas mungkin regardless orang yg memberi nasihat. aku tau.

ble dah clash jgn mengade nak tiba2 cakap ''hidup single lagi besh dari hidup couple. aku takkan couple lagi buat selamanya" sedangkan kau bercinta bagai nak rak. makan penampar karang. *emo lagi*

smooches~

lepas bebas

alhamdullilah, all the IB's burden have gone. TOK, WL,IA, and the most important thing, EE dah siap pun. serius mcm tak caya dow boleh siapkan semua ni. dulu kemain susah hati mcmnla aku nak survive IB but look at me now, weekend seronok je hidup tgk movie and tido mcm orang gilak.

teringat mase nak hntar proposal EE kat tcer Jue, my RQs have been rejected for 7 times. 7 TIMES WEY! mase tcer rejected the last one tu, tuhan je tau mcmn heartbrokennye aku. air mate dah bertakung tinggal nak mengalir je. luckily i have my wonderful friends around me.

especially myra kan. mmg sahabat sejati sebab dy pun ade masalah EE, the same as mine; xde RQ sedangkan mase tu semua pun dah firm ngan RQ masing2. haha. smpai nak msuk bilik guru pun takut. tapi semua dah setel skrg. =)

tapi lagi 2 bulan nak trial. final lagi 3 bulan. cuak siot!

last thursday ade pegawai MARA dtg kolej nak bagi warning bla bla bla. me n mcdee sat at the wrong place. we overheard some students who voiced out their ketidahpuashatian in the rudest way i've ever heard.

mcm come on, is it her fault that u guys got the bad results?? its ur own fault, mind u. so u better balik bilik, muhasabah diri and study hard to strive and score well in exam. bukannya meradang tak tentu pasal.

i know, IB is hard and burdensome. sape taktau pasal tu kan. kalau boleh diberi pilihan, aku pun taknak buat IB. tapi there's nothing that i can do other than trying to give my best in my academic performance. sem 1 semua org pun sucks dow, so relax la. jgnla down tak tentu pasal.

seriously, what u gonna do if mara tarik balik ur scholarship. kalau ur parents kaya gila bab takpela. tapi kalau org mcm aku yg tak mampu ni down gila kot. so kenela bersyukur dgn ape yg ade.

so pls, aku tak suka org yg suka bazirkan peluang yg ada kat depan mata. its really stupid u know.



pardon my rojak language up there.

smooches~

breathe

i'm still alive bebeh. life's good so far. but i'm super broke. sekian update.

smooches~