Sunday, November 30, 2008

the battle begins

the scary mary examination week begins tomorrow.

the eksposisi of the week are the malay A1 paper+english paper.

the plot continues with all the conflicts that are created by our IBC coordinator using different usage of techniques.

ranjau 1 : chemistry
ranjau 2 : agame+math (the toughest conflict ever)
ranjau 3 : biology (the klimaks)

luckily the peleraian is happy-ending. physics. dun be impressed. masuk chpter 1 je pun.

pray for me.

sgt nevez bcoz 1st tym answering exams in dis so-called IB system. takut still jwb cam spm.

abes exam nnt nk joli karok n muvie puas2. nk tgk twilight+bolt.

nk mkn pizza set large+nasi lemak daun pisang.

nk khatam all cecilia ahern's novels. dah eyeing for her novels set at mph aritu. 3 for 65bux!

oklah2. gtg.



note : dis post has nothing to do wif me.

i guess my briliant readers know what is the 4-little-letters.

seriously, tell me.

what will u do if the one u love wif all ur heart, who was once got crazy over u, who was once craved for u every single second, whom u thought had a heart generated wif love, whom u thought owned a soul filled wif grace, who once called u every nyte n coloured ur day, who once made u smile anytym,anywhere like a nuts,

suddenly doesnt want u anymore? leaving u without a reason? treating u like some kind of rubbish?

n the r/ship that u're in is on the rock, waiting to be perished.

its like ur r/ship is a sampan, on one hand u berie2 yg usahe nk gerakkan sampan tu smoothly. but on the other hand, ur partner wants the sampan to stop moving. sgt pathetic.

seriously, give me the truth.

*some ppl, especially when that r/ship were their 1st love, its hard for them to let go. they choose to endure all the hardships, the sadness, the sobering, the crying, n the sorrowness that will nvr end, while their broken hearts pray for miracles to happen, pray so that fate will brings their old lover to their feet n together they'll live happily even after.

*but to some ppl yg change partner like changing clothes, this brings no harm to them. they didnt care pun. oklah, myb ade effects but sgt minimal. golongan camni snang cket to let go n kalau berkabung pn it takes 2 to 3 days je.

*ppl yg once ble dah syg kat sumbody, he/she gives all her heart to his/her lover. kate laen sayang gle2 lah. this is the worst of all. its like when their lovers dumped them, its the end of the world. dah xgune lg hidup. apa artinya lagi kewujudanku di dunia ini. tu yg sampai ade nk commit suicide, terjun bgnnlah, telan racunla, gantung dirila, etc. sgt scary. i know the hurt is so deep n grievous, but bear wif it. be strong n remember ur circle of frens are still there for u.

even our minds are highly convinced wif false hopes, but our hearts know that he/she will nvr come back.

love disappears, suffering remains.

to put more grieves, he/she was the one yg berie2 nak kat u dulu, yg kononnye willing to sacrifice anything for u even his/her life.

come on lah. admit it. this is the truth. truth hurts sometyms.

i know talk is cheap, but trust me, i'd experienced it b4. juz u dont know which category i belonged to.

n yet im stil here, updating my very own blog, having a colourful n wonderful life with my loved ones.

stiap perkare ade hikmahnye. live ur life to the fullest ok?

note : this post is general. pls dont get offended.


Saturday, November 29, 2008

puas sudah

saye sudah puaskan ketagihan saye utk berkaraoke.

i karaoked 5 songs in a row. walawey. hebatlah kamu,fana!

i know, i know. thats not cool enuff. bcoz i pnah karaoke 15 songs in a row! wahaha. super duper hebatlah kamu, fana!

saye tahu saye hebat. senyaplah kamu.

p/s:post ini ditulis amidst of kesewelan si penulis blog. abaikan.

saye mahu karaoke lg. dan kamu akn jd mgsenye.

kamu yg ku sayang, kamu phm kan maksud saye?of cos kamu phm.kan?kan3? rindulah kat kamu.

p/s/s:post ini ditulis amidst of mabuk rindu si penulis kpd kekasih hatinye yg jauh di mate. abaikan.

berhentilah mgarut fana. ok. hands off.

nk g tdo.bye2.nunyte everyone on earth.


lovely benzoic acid

yesterday ade catastrophic mood swings. sgt horibble.

after isyak, studied til 10.15. then mate rase kuyu n my brain didnt get enuff O2. called bie, suh dy kejut kul 11. sharp. set up alarm as a backup.

11 pm, alarm sang. snooze. sang again. snooze.

waited for bie's call, but nil. instead i was the one who called him. xangkat. konpem tido. but im not angry. serious. im used to his habit of sleeping early n left me alone in the middle of a gruesome nyte. =P

but then abruptly my mood changed its mode. tibe2 rase cam nk bunuh org. n my stomach longed for a maggi. g masak air gune heater. ble nk fit the heater into its i-dont-know-the name thingy, it didnt fit. i tried again. failed. tried wif a vengeance. still failed. so i screamed. loudly. my rum8 tkot, berselubung dlm selimut. n the heater fit. see, even heater scared of my loud scream.
i continued my study wif a satisfied heart.

first round. i chose maggy ruski tomyam. mr. ruski tomyam, u're the lucky number 1! i ate it wif my hand scribbled on chemistry handouts. totally out of mood for it.

abes mkn, my stomach ached for more. my mind demanded for sumthing that can destroy me slowly n gives me a long tym effects. okeyh miss stomach n miss mind, i got ur message. gud job madame neurones! whut shud i reward u..hmm.

second round. mrs mi sedaap perise asli, u're the lucky number two! i ate it wif my head banged along mcr songs. so relaxing. betul. xtipu.

i was totally under kungfu panda's influence. i eat when i upset. get it?

with my stomach fulfilled with maggi yg bercampur aduk rasenye, with a strong willed, with a pair of sleepy eyes, i continued my study.

after 2 minutes, the handouts instead studied me. sudahlah. white flag.

bukak lappy, watched kungfu panda. for the 11th tym. lawak siot. i still can laugh thunderously n smiled widely as i voluntarily strecthed my mouth towards my ears.

oh oh. kungfu panda saved the day. mood swings were not swinging anymore. yippee. bole tido ngan lenenye.

nex day, went to class to study dgn smgtnye. but first n foremost, read the paper. as i flipped thru the pages, i saw this scary headline.

' all types of mi contain benzoic acid.'

ohh. yesterday i just baham 2 types of mi maggi. crap.


new tag

tagged by tia..trimas yep.

1. The last person to tag you was?
atikah idayu hj. ahmad a.k.a tia a.k.a master oogway. lol.

2. Your relationship with him/her?
old buddies

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
-selamber saje. men redah aje.
-edit pixxies sgt lawalah
-mate yg bundar.bulat lg seswai kot.=)
-a girl with a sharp thoughts n sharp words.

4. The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?

5. The most memorable word that she/he has said to you?
happy besday dear..=) bdk bynun only her n aya yg wished. tenkius ye.

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you
commit suicide. =P

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you
blur saje. cannot foresee the reality that she's my foe.

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on
nothing. accept her as who she is.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is
she backstabbed me. god knows how i hate backstabbers.

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her
puji mate dy kecik.=P

11. Overall impression towards him/her is
kamu cool lah tia!! walahwey!

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about him/her?
she's rock

13. Who is your ideal?
him. my love. fullstop.

14. What do you hate about yourself?
my ugly hair. need new hairdo.

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them?
they're nicest creature ever created.

16. 5 people to tag answer :
-tia, kalau larat lg nak bwat tag ni. its an option for u keyh?
-tu jelah.


Monday, November 24, 2008


why i was prisoned in dis old mcs. duhh.

my frens hav already started their hangouts. w/out me. jeles2. mane bole! x acila diorg dah pas final exam. sdgkan me exam pn xstat lagik. huu. cpatla abis exam2 ni. smpai ble malaysia nk depends kpd sistem peperiksaan yg tidak berkesudahan ini?

oh lupe. sy bkn dlm sistem malaysie lg. im in the so-called IB system. world system. world la sgt. international baccalaurate. nk sebut pn berputar lidah. fana, stop whining la. xlarat dah dgr.

face it. nk ngadu kat parents pn dah agak dah jwpn diorg. "tula, dulu abah suh masuk UM kamu xnak..".

sudahlah. xnak pk dah. dah nk abes 1 sem pun. yet i stil grumble here n there about this mcs museum. bilela me nk time knyataan. i hav to spent my golden n precious teenage age in this place. trime shj.

but the best part is, cikgu2 kat cni sgt besh n cool! sonok blaja especeli bio n chemy. seriously, i xpnah tdo ms bio n chemy sbb ckgunye besh gle! nseb bek. aku mseh mmpu bertahan.

ahh. sudahlah. xabes2 mahu mgarut. ni la org melayu, xpandang dr sudut positif. tau nk kutuk je. nk komplen je. harge minyak turun pn dy bole kte govt nk pancing undi. double-duhh!

oklah. mau g mkn. dgr2 mkn ayam msk merah ari ni. wee~


Saturday, November 22, 2008

last minute decision

had a date today. at seremban 2, syurge membeli-belah anda. lol.

had a muvie today. selamat pagi cinta. sdeh!!!! i cried. bie laughed. jahat! org tgh emo sdeh2 dy leh gelak plak. da muvie was not bad for a malay muvie. storyline dy unique. all the scenes rupe2nye satu permulaan kpd a new love story.

had a gargantuan appetite today. b4 muvie ate mcd. after muvie ate fries+abc spesel+toasted twister+nasi grg tomyam+bihun tomyam. pastu perut pecah.

had a last minute decision today. ms hntar bie g ktm, tbe2 rase xnk berpisah. chekapit. trus bli another tiket to shah alam. pegi sehelai sepinggang. bile ktm dah gerak baru nyesal. cpat2 called mira, nk tumpang tido kt mais. nseb bek bole. relieved.

had a whole-day-xstudy-mode today. buku math xbwk. final exm lg 1 week je. sigh. nk bwat camne. xpe, pinjam buku bie. tu pun kalo ade kudrat lg nk study. tp dah taw 4 sure xstdy punye. xpe, nawaitu tu yg penting.

had a broke day today. duit dlm purse tggl 3 keping duit merah aje. bru draw duit thursday aritu. ape yg sudah ku beli? kene brjimat2 pasni. lauk ds is the only choice. ades.

ryte now, im in mcd sesyen 2 shah alm with my bie, updating this blog.

n exam final is around the selekoh. agame stu hari ngan math. shit.

esok kne qada' blek sumenye. tekadkan azam. again, nawaitu itu pnting.


Friday, November 21, 2008


bile melihat surroundings di mane rakan2 yg dikenali samade rapat atau tidak masing2 sudah tidak lagi berdue, kate laen: sudah break, sedangkan dulu mereka cukup bahagie, rase takut menyelubungi. sy tidak mahu begitu. tp kini kerap juge bergaduh. tidak suke begitu. kene lebih bertolak ansur. jgn pentingkan ego. ego tidak membawa kamu ke mane2. ingat itu. tp skali sekale mahu juge menang. mane bole asek sye kalah. asek saye mngalah. dy juge perlu tahu itu. dgn satu care, musyawarah. bkn, perkataan itu tidak seswai. mm,berbincang in person. ok. luahkan elok2. jgn ikut emosi sgt. jgn tggi suare. berdiplomasi. usage of language sgt penting. respect each other. jgn lafazkan prkataan yg akan myaketkan ati pihak lain. mahu hubungan kekal lame, perlu berkorban skit. bkn, berkorban byk. demi kebahagiaan bersame. avoid gadoh for more than a day. setelkan cpat2. sentiase ingat itu.

while writing dis post, tringat lgu under pressure by mcr ft the used :

"Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our ways
Of caring about ourselves"

see, we need to change ourselves for our beloved one. or else, sesuatu r/ship tu xkan mnjadi. kalo jadi pun, mst slalu fight. unless u dpt gf/bf yg super duper understanding n sggup beralah with u all the tym. tp susahlah nk cari org mcmtu.

dis post is a reminder for myself. not for anyone else. not for insulting anybody. but if it does benefit u, go on. no need to thank me. =P

for bie, its all in our hands. we know each other so deep. =)


current addictions

im in for indie songs ryte now. sgt cool. repeated redundantly in my head. sgt addictive. xlengkap hariku kalo xdgr.


Bapanya mahukannya jadi seorang askar,
Bukan cita-citanya,
Bukan impiannya.

Dia terlalu muda tuk tinggalkan keluarga,
Bila tiba masanya,
Pilu mula terasa.

Berkecamuk hati,hatinya sendiri,
Persoalannya kini,sampai bila mampu ku bertahan,
Mampukah ku bertahan?
Nampak ketarakah dilema di wajah ku, Wowo,
Diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu.
Wowo, Nampak ketarakah dilema di wajah ku,
Wowo, Diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu.

Beginikah selalunya cinta,
Diakhiri sengsara,
Setelah dicurahkan semua.
Cuba ku dalami,
Sampai termimpi mimpi,
Namun apa yang ku jumpa,
Semuanya sama.

Berkecamuk hati,hatinya sendiri,
Persoalannya kini,sampai bila mampu ku bertahan,
Mampukah ku bertahan?
Wowo, Nampak ketarakah dilema di wajah ku,
Wowo, Diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu.
Wowo, Nampak ketarakah dilema di wajah ku,
Wowo, Diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu.
Ini semua dugaan Nya


Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
Reputasi kini menjadi bisu
dan aku , ku layu disitu

Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
itulah impian aku

Dan bila kau menghilang
Musnah la, musnah impian
tuk menggapai bintang
terangi hidup ku
Ku mahu kau tahu
engkaulah, destinasiku
dalam ingatanku .. oh oh oh…

Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
menempuh hidup yang ku temui
dan aku , ku tunggu ..
oh oh oh disitu
Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru itulah impian aku
C/O dan C/O lagi… =)

p/s: myra, jgn lupe cari these songs ye..hee~
p/s/s: mcs byk nyamook!!!


Thursday, November 20, 2008

merapik saja

exam english da abes!! yippeee....

huu~ at first berdebar2 gak ble tgk question paper. when i flipped the 1st page, i saw a Q yg ayat dy sort of mcmni:

"Write about a muvie that inspired it makes u change..bla bla bla.."

whoaa!!! besh2. i wrote about kungfu panda while others wrote about various versions of love story. berbaloi ak tgk muvie tuh 10 kali smpai dah bole hfl skrip dy.

tp stil takotlah. mcm byk grammatical error je. abaikan. let bygone be bygone. hehe.

n now nk concentrate more on bio n chemy n MATH. i love math. math, plz love me back.

td cegu ikhwan revealed that dy pn xreti sgt jwb soklan prove trigo. wahahaha! ade jgk geng aku rupenye.

ptg td g term 1, nk bli tiket blek. dah siap2 beli, call mak, dy ckp dis year raye aji kat seremban. fuh, sabo jela. burn duit aku 23bux bli tket. bole bli 2 foldover mcd or 2 dinner sets kfc. sabo2.

sudahlah. nk sambung stdy chemy. dahla intenet lembab nk mmpos. saket ati je.


Monday, November 17, 2008

kebodohan tahap melampau

i'd tried my best to love math.

i juz cant.

i cant stop myself from uttering the phrase "math susah!"

its not that i didnt try. i did. with full of vengeance.

but stil i cant.

i envied mcdee so much. ade ke dy ckp dy bwat math utk release tensen? lg maha hebat tensen adelah.

arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! gle2 h.a.r.d. d.i.f.f.i.c.u.l.t.

math susahlah! s.u.s.a.h.

nape student yg kne bwat medic or dentistry kne amek math high level??

sianla kat org cam aku nih.

kesimpulannye, math susah. tu je nk cakap.


Sunday, November 16, 2008

when u look me in the eyes

watched dis song video in utube n automatically falling in love wif it.

jonas brothers-when u look me in the eyes. dis song was in their last year's album.

especially for my bie..=)

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more,
I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.Oh



i'd watched kungfu panda just now. for the 10th time.

this muvie was super duper hilarious n constantly making me burst into loud thunderous laughter.

the big fat panda with a sphere stomach, Po was too funny with his witty laughter, his jokes, his naturally clumsy attitude,the way he talked, the way he never gave up, everything.

the ultimate cure for my tension-ness n tautness doing dis IB programme.

dis muvie is the most thoughtful muvie i ever watched. every line was meaningful, every quote was inspiring. dis muvie really a whole.

the most thoughtful quote was uttered by the master oogway which was :

yesterday was history,
tomorrow is mystery,
but today is a gift;
thats why it is called the present.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

tiring yet enjoyable pt 2

smpai je bilik from lake garden, trus kedeboom atas katil. sgt pnat. n then sedar2 kul 12.15 ade sumbody knocked the door.

tersembul muke myra. "ko nk join ktorg g secret recipe x?". n she was already done in her babylike outfit wif renda2.

n i was like, " ko nmpak x ak bru bgn tdo ni?" . mamai pun xhilang lg. diam jap. garu2 kpale. "bole tggu ak mandi jap x?".

n here we were. mgorbankan 20bux from each one of us(fana+myra+dj+yana) on cakes+shakes+fishnchips+spaghetti. n i had a lovely tiramisu. but dy ade rs cappucino cket2. xsukelah.

sgt chaotic di secret recipe. eating process slowed down 3 kali ganda sbb sbuk snapping pixx wif dj's camera. then tbe2 dpt 1 box of toblerone n dis tapioca chips. sume muke saspens. ms ble ktorg order? dahla 4 bux. mahal seh.=P then bru taw tu gift diorg bg sbb ktorg mkn above rm50. tu pun da tekejut beruk. dj ngan yana siap kire gune calculator hset lg. dasat2. n we were like genuinely budak sekolah xcukup umur.

myra bwt muke sengal.
bju kt goggles sgt duit xde.crap.

then walked to term 1 dlm ujan renyai2. there, me n myra wondered around. we went to this shop, tried 4 sunglasses. saje gedik nk try. tp amoi cine tu xbg tgkp gamba plak. kedekut btoi.
tup tup me n myra berkenan wif these 2 specs. nk kate old skool pn xjgk. sort of la. 10rggt je.

specky mode
another pose. myra cam secretary yg *tut*.huu~
went back kolej at 3.30 kot. myesali 30bux yg dah abs. next thing to do. zzzzzzzzz.


tiring yet enjoyable pt 1

today me+mates of MD41 were having a picnic. at lake garden.

that means i'd woke up early this morning. 6.15 am. thx to mcd. gle babeng awal kejut. fana rosli bgn awal on saturday morning??? myra couldnt believe her eyes. cilakak. but stil, i was the last to bersiap. i juz didnt know wut was decent to wear. 3 kali salin baju. ades,,picnic je pun.

n it was my first tym walking to the lake garden. pnat siot! lenguh kaki den. mcmn la org len bole rilek jln kaki g SP n Term. salute btol.

tp worth it la. enjoy sgt2. mkn free lak tuh. nau blanje 3 nasi lemak+4 r.canai+gardenia n tuna. jdla tuh. haha.


happy tym!!!

pose gedik

ahh. rindu boyan.

journey otw balek kolej sgt tiring sbb walking wif a heavy+full stomach. n me n myra smpat lg snggah taman kat dpn our kolej yg me bru 1st tym pegi. pathetic kan. jakun tgk boyan.

sgt best picnic. lenkali bwat lglah. sem dpan k.


Friday, November 14, 2008

off the burden

yeehaaa!!!! finally.

sume beban2 terbang dari bahuku. sadakaAllahhul a'zim....

so long IOP. so long.

our presentation was a blast!! well, sort of. eventho our poem's recitation xmasuk sgt ngan lagu, but it was stil gempak taw. at least it was, for me. the songs were cool, kitaro n dis japanese drama punye theme song kot. ntah mane myra dpt.

n we were wearing the most decent baju kurung we ever wore. siap ngan selendang lg. thnx nana 4 the selendang! n i was bare-footed bcoz my sandals ( xsure tu sandal ke seliper) produced a loud ketak-ketuk sound. exasperating.

but, when it came to the explanation part, i was explaining too much stuffs, bak kata naurah n i consumed a lot of tym n causing my clasmates to resah-gelisah especeli he (pronounced as hair). ah, persetankan sume itu. i talked n lectured til my mouth jd lenguh2 bcoz i sped up my talking rate. sgt tiring.

it all paid off when cegu azizah praised us for our natural-talented lecturing skills. huu~ kembang hidung. but i was over-acted in the sajak as my voice n myra's voice created a big contradiction. my voice was thunderous n myra's voice was like hujan renyai2. kah3. that's the beauty of our presentation duhh. hebat2. hoping 4 a high marks. sigh.

n now, i can focus more on math. uhh.

math senang. math senang. math senang.

repeat it until u die.


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

neves breakdown


mlm ni presentation nyte of IOP.

takot2. not fully prepared yet.

tp kan, me n myre bersajak cam besh jgk. haha. pasan.

n our persembahan is spesel bcoz xramai yg ade guts nk bwat sajak.

oh oh. sgt amat neves.

cpatla sume ni berlalu.

n the benchmark set by the other class is toooooooo high. fullmark siot.

ades3. hoping 4 the besh.

wish us luck keyh?


Tuesday, November 11, 2008


i dun know why my appetite increases speedily and steeply dis recent. n i helplessly cant stop my mouth from chewing, churning, amnd chewing and churning til my stomach membulat. then the great remorse came, but stil i cant help it.

even my bf was shocked when he saw me nonstop eating when we hangout last week. it looked like i was constantly craving for sumthing that i'll never stop eating until i found that sumthing. sadly, i don even know wut that sumthing is. blimey.

n when i went to this msc's ds(dewan santapan.haha) wif my clasmate to hav our dinner, they were shocked to see my tray was fully filled wif rice mcm nk melimpah ruah. thats juz me. i ate a lot. A LOT. especially when the lauk is ayam. i juz cant stop my hand from mencedok nasi dgn byknye. n the problem is, i'll finished wutever in my tray xkrela byk mane pun nasik tuh.

but then they said i was lucky bcoz evntho i ate a lot, my body still slim. OMIGOD. hav they got their eyes blinded? xnampak ke fatty acids bertempek2 kat badan aku nih? ades. but i took those compliments. tocey2. =P

n now i was channeling all my money to the koop. blame all the roti!! sp suruh tempting sgt. i cant resist to buy 1 everytym i pass thru it.

but then i was still oblivious on how fat i am, how debab i am, how bulat i am. my jeans n blouses are getting smaller i guess. it wasnt me yg mngembang. how optimistic. gud2.

nurulfana and diet just dont get along. diet is agonizing u know, wif all the restrictions to ur fav foods. i once felt very pelik bout these ppl who were extremely obsessed wif their diet. dahla mkan nasi seciput, tu pun nak korek2 lg nk vomit balek sume yg dah hampir2 mnjadi faeces. the phrase no pain no gain is invalid here, get it?

no diet, think 4 an alternative. a brilliant one.

oh i know, remain fat,bulat n debab. thats it. no doubt.


Monday, November 10, 2008


still early tp layan jela.

.1.How old are you?
18. 0fficially.

2. Are you single?
taken sudey~

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
ntah. lambat cket kot. nk tggu dy abes blaja medic. jap2. 26 kot. duh,,lmbt gle!!

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
invalid Q 4 me.

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
garden kot. tkot ade tsunami plak nnt. traditional?never!

7. Your ideal motif? kot.

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
paris kot. romantik cket. acecey.

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
tgk bajetla wey.

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
in the middle of extravagant and simple will do.

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
again. mm...aaaa....mmm..didnt make up my mind yet.

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
at least 3. choc cake is a must. xmo kek icing.

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
kat umah sudey. sng sdare mare nk dtg. hmm.

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
at nyte. cambesh je. ade lampu kedip2.

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
indoors. takot ujan. i aint a risk taker.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
haha.bie nak ke?

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
our love song-truly madly deeply n this i promise u! play it over n over again smpai sume org muntah. jgn geli ye sume org.

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
lightla. baru nmpk cket ak yg gelap nih.

21. What age do you want to get married? cam xbole je.

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife
him. enough 4 me.

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
pkai tgn je. sng cter.

24. champagne or red wine?
air masak sudey~jimat2.

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
days. nnt org ckp xsabo2 plak.

26. money or household item?
love. =)

27. Who will pay for the bills?
of cos him.

28. Are you ready for married life?
no. erm. yes. erm. no. erm. yes. no. yes. no. xreti masak lgla.

29. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get marry?
definitely yes. nnt xspesel.

30. Will u always be true to your wife/husband?
with all my heart.

31. How many kids do u like?
4 is nice.

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
new of cos. adiah kawen.hahaaha.

33. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
silver suits fana-ish bak kata zati.

34. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
anything yg xbwat guests saket perut+cirit birit.

35. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
nope. snapping pun ok dah.

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next??? Choose 5 person.


Sunday, November 9, 2008


as soon as i got my feets stepping on the mcs compound, i heard bout the dr. sms.

masuk bilik, dr. sms.

g bilik mcd, dr.sms.

g bilik najaa, dr. sms.

read dj's and myra's blog, dr.sms.

dah xlarat dgr.

duh3. wateverla. xjeles pon. xksah.

jeles sbnanye.


Friday, November 7, 2008

duh. wrong timing.

arini nk kuar. date.

esok dr. sms dtg. for motivational talk.

so balek kg di weekend is forbidden.


walopon big fan of him.

i dont care.

nak kuar jgk.

nk mkn burger king.

note:sms=syeikh muzaffar syukor


Wednesday, November 5, 2008


gay-partner found.

she's just gurl nex door.

myra innessa azmi. u're the lucky one. haha.

n our talents in mndeklamasikan sajak are yet to be revealed.

ppl, juz ensure ur ears are ready.

note : gay=happy2


Monday, November 3, 2008

oh oh ib

ye. ib. reveals its true hardships.

mggu dpan ade IOP lah. for bm. crap.

idea nil. empty. blimey.

hati sudah berdegup2 kencang. stil idea tiade lg.

gay partner pn xcari lg. double-duh.

tuhan. selamatkan hambamu ini.


Sunday, November 2, 2008


testing2. i hav an important announcement to make.
i hate my hair!!!
i hate my hair
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i hate my hair

Saturday, November 1, 2008

ex-gf reunion.

went to mid last week wif bie. n he showed me this buk. wut a profound message.

tp nengok cover cambesh je. nvr judge a book by its cover. ish3.

sbnanye ade story bhind the title of the buk. related to me la of cos.

fact : im close to my bf's ex-es. very close.

me n honey no 1.

me n honey no 2.

yes. they're my bff. my besties. my hangout buddies. my secret pots. my tears-sharing fren.

i dont care wut other people says. i love them. they're the cure 4 my boredom.

to azie n aya, u're the best honey ever made. may our frenship lasts till my eyes are shut.

n thanx bie 4 uniting us under this ex-gf club. =P