i have no idea what i've been learning in this semester which is already the third semester. and the semester has no mercy on me.
not a slightest clue at all. ngahaa tiru ayat galileo. myra je yg paham. abaikan.
yes the last semester physics result was indeed a sobering wake-up call, but i cant help from falling deeper and deeper into a world of i-know-nothing-about-this-bloodyhard-physics.
and the IB bookS are not helping either. the sentences are like panjang berjela2 tapi point dy seciput ape aku tak paham. imagine how super stress is that. urghh i cant even bear to imagine it.
i dont even have the spirit to fathom whatever the books are blabbing about. its like a profound torture, agonizing my mind just to understand a simple formula or a short definition of a term.
its a real nagging u know. its a stab in the heart when u're actually putting ur 100% effort okayy fine perhaps less than 100% but u're still a dummy. a freaking dummy.
so what should i do know. confront the teacher?? NO NO. i dont know how to communicate with teachers. like SERIOUSLY i dont know okayy. but the situation is getting critical. not only for me, but also for the whole batch i guess.
sigh sigh sigh. this subject used to be easy during SPM time. why is it damn hard here in mcs. urghhh gila stress.
kat mrsm dulu kalau takleh tdo buku sejarah jadi bed-time story sbab bace 5 minit konpem tido.
now these physics books will replace the sejarah book. semua orang tepuk tangan cepat.