Monday, November 26, 2012

a week from now


so a week from now is my first block exam in third year. so not ready, i still feel lost on what i've been learning for the past 2 and a half months.

seems like i am lacking passion while pursuing dentistry. 2 tahun kat India masih tak mampu untuk buat saye betul2 minat dentistry. yes it was fun but  saye still pandang my homeworks/assignments/lab works as burdens. not something enjoyable. maybe stress mengaburi segalanya. masa buat rasa syok tp bila ade keje lebih mulela rase tak best.

u know i really envy my bf. eventho he started late, but finally he found something he really loves (which is math boooooo nerd!) and he really enjoyed semua assignments dy despite they were stressful. this fella is willing to not to go back during long holiday to study. gila nerd baqheang! tapi saye? rasenye complaint je yg asek keluar drp mulut saye yg ade chronic gingivitis ni T__T

ahh mesti rajenkan diri p daftar diri utk p treatment scaling ngan senior. letih tengok asek berdarah gusi time berus gigi.

anyway, sekarang tgh cuba menanam passion utk dentistry. sy berusaha keras untuk tidak mementingkan tido drp lab prostho T__T tapi aritu dh fail sedap aku bantai tido sampai kui 6. hadoiii. acano kalau dh start keje nanti oii. risau aku risauuuu~

btw exam kat sini takde gap n petang still ade kelas / postings cam besa. huwauuu haruslah membiasakan diri. takleh dh nk study last minute berjaga sepnjg malam sobs

salam.


Thursday, November 8, 2012

First posting


Salam semua! sekarang tgh Prosthodontics posting yg boleh tahan best tapi cuak sbb sabtu ni ada test impression making. nanti kite cerita lain pasal tu wokey. right now nk cerita pasal my first posting, Periodontics.

Sebenarnya sebelum ni tak penah tau Periodontology tu pasai apa. tak berminat pun nak amek tau. paling sedih, taktau pun wujudnya cabang dentistry yg ni. really need to gear up my passion for dentistry, dah third year dah weh! so bile dtg first posting, lecturer tanya ''what do u know about Perio?" so aku pun nganga mulut masuk lalat. bila groupmate tlg jawapkan aku pun angguk2 kepala penuh taksub dlm hati ckp ''wah hebatnyew kome semua boleh jawab!''

Basically Periodontics ni pasal everything related to supporting structures of our teeth. macam gingiva (gusi), periodontal ligament, cementum and alveolar bone. sorrryyy taktau semua term ni apa maksud dy dlm BM tp basically di sekeliling setiap gigi anda ade 4 benda ni lah.

Lecturer untuk Perio ni ade 2 org, husband and wife. tapi tak penah lg nampak diorg bermesra-mesraan depan kami time posting. maintain professional kot. hihi dua2 pn muda lagi, yg wife dy punyalah cantik aku suka tgk kasut2 dy hehe. Dua2 pun best, tak penah marah bila aku buat silap or tanya soalan yg mcm tak logik bila aku pikir balik.

Kitorg mula dgn hand-scaling atas set gigi tipu, then ultrasonic-scaling, periodontal charting, mcm2 test untuk check gusi and last sekali treatment plan and management. Part charting tu sgtla remeh procedure dy pastu macam forever nak check seketoi2 gigi tapi nanti ade exam kene buat semua ni dlm masa 45 minit T___T


benda2 kuning melekat kat gigi tu kononnya mcm calculus la (plaque keraih kaler kuning) tp sebenarnya sejenis lilin. so kami kena kerah tenaga mengikis semua lilin2 yg keras tu guna scaler yg ada.

my beautiful partner, Annishka :)

cakk! ahjumma style!

 topi ahjumma tu sbg protection so that hangpa punya airliuq or cebisan2 calculus tak terpelanting and landing cantik atas muke kami.

perasan tak something wrong dlm gambo ni? aku lupa pakai GLOVES! kalo lecturer nampak musti kena berdas-das tembakan.

 instruments required for periodontal charting.

future dentist yg bajet ade assistant. it's so hard to find the correct position to visualize the oral cavity of the patient, and at the same time tak buat aku dapat osteoporosis di usia muda remaja.

tadaaa! tapi jgn takut, aku bukan guna benda tajam tu utk masukkan kat dalam gingival sulcus untuk cek bleeding on probing. kami guna alat yg tumpui nama periodontal probe. 

masa nak buat yg ni, hatiku gundah gulana sebab rase tak smpai hati nk p tonyoh probe tu masuk gusi org sbb akan rasa sakit sikit uhuuu cmna tah nk buat kat patient nanti. 



no more akka to clean up for us T__T 


nanti akan pusing balik turn posting, by that time akan dpt patient betoi time Perio posting and kena buat scaling on them. excited but nervous!

thats all for now adiossss~