Saturday, December 29, 2012

Thank You


You are one person to be so thankful of
The foolish person who looks only at me
Even when I turn away, even when I try to hide
Even when I try to pretend I don’t now
One person who is always by my side

Who always held out his hands for me
Who comforted the crying me
You’re a precious person
The person I will take care of
The only person that makes my heart race

Thank you
That one person who is you has come to me
I love you
Your flowing tears, I will cover them all
Let us not let go of our tightly holding hands
I will look only at you, just like now

You are such a beautiful person
The person that sheds tears when he looks only at me
The gift from above
I will protect you
Because as long as I have you, I’m happy

Thank you
That one person who is you has come to me
I love you
Your flowing tears, I will cover them all
Let us not let go of our tightly holding hands
I will look only at you, just like now

Whatever kind of harsh world it is, I will overcome it
As long as you are by my side

Believe in me
My one and only person in this world
I promise you
My once in a lifetime love is only you
I will protect this love of ours filling our hands
I will look only at you, like the first time

I only love you forever



credit : Creating Destiny OST, Thank You

Sunday, December 23, 2012

geraham bongsu


Salam hai. saya sedang sengsara kerana kehilangan gigi geraham bongsu saya Jumaat lalu. sengsara sebab sakit, bukan sebab sedih. gigi tu terpaksa cabut sbb cebisan2 makanan tersekat kat situ dan bakteria2 membiak dgn riangnya, memberi saya jangkitan kuman dan menyebabkan pipi saya bengkak besarrrr punya.

masa nak p cabut hati ini agak nebes sbb sebelum ni seumur hidup saya pas baligh (?) saye penah p jumpe dentist 2 kali je tu pun sbb nk buat scaling. ni first time buat invasive procedure (minor surgery) since gigi saya tu terbenam dgn gaya kuak lentang dalam tulang rahang. jadinya kena kopek (?) gusi dulu baru boleh nampak gigi.

masa procedure, mmg tak sakit sbb mulut dh kena bius. tp pressure yg diexert untuk mencungkei gigi tu keluar still takbest dan erghhh tak sukalah. balikbilik happy2 makan aiskrim vanilla stgh jam pastu amek kauuuuuuu sakit gila punya!!! sakit tahap kau takleh nak buat apa2 selain merengek can baby guling2 atas katil  tp takde org nak layan kau. tekap ais kt pipi pun takdak gunanya bagi aku. naseb bek kawan bagi pain killer makan terus 2 biji kepala terus jd high. then tingtong terus.

bangun pagi esok tengok2 semua balik/ p kl tinggai 3 org je bdk bds kat hostel. sedih sedih. mngadu kat bf kata sunyi dan sedih lalu dy offer nk teman. horrayyy! p kl, tp xleh nak mkn sgt since mulut takleh bukak luas2. semua mknn kene dipotong/dicarik kecik2 so that boleh terus telan. terseksaaaa. nak nguap or gelak paling sakit. sobs

sampai skrg mulut still xleh bukak luas2. dh mula risau. efek numbness kat lidah pn still terasa lagi. nk mkn roti terpaksa sumbat through the small opening of my mouth then telan. erghhh so scared, tolongla cepat sembuh. i promise to diligently taking my medicine. T____T

no spirit to face this week.


Saturday, December 8, 2012

Bite Raising Appliance



adakah anda mempunyai tabiat 'teeth grinding' semasa tido sampai jiran bilik sebelah anda pun boleh dengar? jika ya, kami ada penyelesaiannya! *bangga* datanglah keklinik kami dan kami akan membagi anda seketoi benda bernama ''Bite Raising Appliance''. harap maaf taktau apa nama sebenar benda ni dalam bahasa ibunda. 

baiklah, biar saya terangkan apakah motip kami bagi benda ini. Perangai teeth grinding (melaga-lagakan gigi atas dgn gigi bawah) time tidoq adalah sungguh berbahaya sebabnya nanti gigi anda akan menjadi attrited (ala2 terhakis? arghh so hard to explain in BM) dan ini akan menjadikan gigi anda hilang nilai estetika dan menjadi lebih sensitip kpd makanan panas/sejuk atau pedas. 

jadinya benda ini akan dipakai antara gigi atas dan bawah anda semasa anda tido untuk mengelakkan mereka bertemu (?) pada tengah2 malam buta supaya perkara yg tidak elok dpt dihindarkan. makanya gigi-gigi anda akan terselamat! hooraah!

mengambil impression (impresi?) untuk gigi atas partner saya dgn menggunakan tray (dulang?) khas mengikut saiz jaw (rahang?). Kami pakai sejenis benda bernama Alginate ya untuk membuat impresion ini.

okay posing sebentar bersama rakan sekelas sambil tggu Alginate itu set menjadi keras.

ini dia impression gigi bawah.


ini pula impression gigi atas bersama lelangit sekali.

gambar di atas gambar groupmates saya sedang menuang dental stone powder (kaler hijau) untuk membuat cast. kemudian kita guna Plaster of Paris (kaler putih, NOT made in Paris btw) untuk membuat base cast tadi. nampak mcm tgh buat kek pun ada. 

tadaaa, lepas set base tadi kini saya sudah mendapat the exact replica of my partner's oral cavity :)

next step takde gambar, which kami adapt beberapa kepingan lilin pink khas ke atas cast hijau tu untuk merekod bentuk2 gigi atas sahaja.


 kemudian, masukkan balik kepingan lilin pink tadi (panaskan sikit dulu utk lmbutkan lilin) ke dalam mulut patient (this pic is during my partner's turn to do on me) dan patient kena gigit lilin td (jgn risau, tak beracun pun) untuk rekod bentuk2 gigi bawah pulak.

now adjust2 balik kepingan lilin tu atas cast kita td, make sure semua bentuk gigi fit.

tadaaaa! sudah siap replika Bite Raising Appliance (BRA) kami! :D see how it protects your teeth! nanti kami kena buat a few more steps to produce the true BRA, which i won't be explaining cause it's a bit complicated. 

so after this if u guys overheard us dental students saying BRA here, BRA there, pls bear in mind that we're talking about this thing, not those breast supporter heheheee ;p


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staying far from home sucks. but it'll be less sucky when u have a car. :D 

anyway, exam week was over, but block 2 will commence on Monday *yawn* .i think the exam was okay except that the time was not sufficient for SAQ (short answer Qs) so my hand was all shaky while writing the long answers in a strongly air-conditioned room. that explained my super hideous handwriting. nyeh3. 

bye! salam.

Monday, November 26, 2012

a week from now


so a week from now is my first block exam in third year. so not ready, i still feel lost on what i've been learning for the past 2 and a half months.

seems like i am lacking passion while pursuing dentistry. 2 tahun kat India masih tak mampu untuk buat saye betul2 minat dentistry. yes it was fun but  saye still pandang my homeworks/assignments/lab works as burdens. not something enjoyable. maybe stress mengaburi segalanya. masa buat rasa syok tp bila ade keje lebih mulela rase tak best.

u know i really envy my bf. eventho he started late, but finally he found something he really loves (which is math boooooo nerd!) and he really enjoyed semua assignments dy despite they were stressful. this fella is willing to not to go back during long holiday to study. gila nerd baqheang! tapi saye? rasenye complaint je yg asek keluar drp mulut saye yg ade chronic gingivitis ni T__T

ahh mesti rajenkan diri p daftar diri utk p treatment scaling ngan senior. letih tengok asek berdarah gusi time berus gigi.

anyway, sekarang tgh cuba menanam passion utk dentistry. sy berusaha keras untuk tidak mementingkan tido drp lab prostho T__T tapi aritu dh fail sedap aku bantai tido sampai kui 6. hadoiii. acano kalau dh start keje nanti oii. risau aku risauuuu~

btw exam kat sini takde gap n petang still ade kelas / postings cam besa. huwauuu haruslah membiasakan diri. takleh dh nk study last minute berjaga sepnjg malam sobs

salam.


Thursday, November 8, 2012

First posting


Salam semua! sekarang tgh Prosthodontics posting yg boleh tahan best tapi cuak sbb sabtu ni ada test impression making. nanti kite cerita lain pasal tu wokey. right now nk cerita pasal my first posting, Periodontics.

Sebenarnya sebelum ni tak penah tau Periodontology tu pasai apa. tak berminat pun nak amek tau. paling sedih, taktau pun wujudnya cabang dentistry yg ni. really need to gear up my passion for dentistry, dah third year dah weh! so bile dtg first posting, lecturer tanya ''what do u know about Perio?" so aku pun nganga mulut masuk lalat. bila groupmate tlg jawapkan aku pun angguk2 kepala penuh taksub dlm hati ckp ''wah hebatnyew kome semua boleh jawab!''

Basically Periodontics ni pasal everything related to supporting structures of our teeth. macam gingiva (gusi), periodontal ligament, cementum and alveolar bone. sorrryyy taktau semua term ni apa maksud dy dlm BM tp basically di sekeliling setiap gigi anda ade 4 benda ni lah.

Lecturer untuk Perio ni ade 2 org, husband and wife. tapi tak penah lg nampak diorg bermesra-mesraan depan kami time posting. maintain professional kot. hihi dua2 pn muda lagi, yg wife dy punyalah cantik aku suka tgk kasut2 dy hehe. Dua2 pun best, tak penah marah bila aku buat silap or tanya soalan yg mcm tak logik bila aku pikir balik.

Kitorg mula dgn hand-scaling atas set gigi tipu, then ultrasonic-scaling, periodontal charting, mcm2 test untuk check gusi and last sekali treatment plan and management. Part charting tu sgtla remeh procedure dy pastu macam forever nak check seketoi2 gigi tapi nanti ade exam kene buat semua ni dlm masa 45 minit T___T


benda2 kuning melekat kat gigi tu kononnya mcm calculus la (plaque keraih kaler kuning) tp sebenarnya sejenis lilin. so kami kena kerah tenaga mengikis semua lilin2 yg keras tu guna scaler yg ada.

my beautiful partner, Annishka :)

cakk! ahjumma style!

 topi ahjumma tu sbg protection so that hangpa punya airliuq or cebisan2 calculus tak terpelanting and landing cantik atas muke kami.

perasan tak something wrong dlm gambo ni? aku lupa pakai GLOVES! kalo lecturer nampak musti kena berdas-das tembakan.

 instruments required for periodontal charting.

future dentist yg bajet ade assistant. it's so hard to find the correct position to visualize the oral cavity of the patient, and at the same time tak buat aku dapat osteoporosis di usia muda remaja.

tadaaa! tapi jgn takut, aku bukan guna benda tajam tu utk masukkan kat dalam gingival sulcus untuk cek bleeding on probing. kami guna alat yg tumpui nama periodontal probe. 

masa nak buat yg ni, hatiku gundah gulana sebab rase tak smpai hati nk p tonyoh probe tu masuk gusi org sbb akan rasa sakit sikit uhuuu cmna tah nk buat kat patient nanti. 



no more akka to clean up for us T__T 


nanti akan pusing balik turn posting, by that time akan dpt patient betoi time Perio posting and kena buat scaling on them. excited but nervous!

thats all for now adiossss~

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

October girl


dalam kelas saye sekarang ade dua org je pompuan Melayu yg celebrate besday bulan October ni. Myra dan saye. Myra ni bestfren saye since second sem kat KMS, mula baik ngan dy sebab dy selalu ngendeng *ehem* dok sebelah saye dan kami bersama-sama mengambil risiko berani mati utk duduk row depan sekali utk hampir semua kelas yg ada.

bila saya ngantuk, dy cuit saya. bila dy ngantuk, saya cuit dy. symbiosis hubungan sihat katakan. kadang2 dua sedap melentok kat depan tu, tapi Ciko yg kantoi. eheee. 

kalau kat dunia ni ada award manusia yg paling byk bersabar dan bertahan dgn perangai FanaRosli kategori perempuan (since kategori lelaki of cosla bf aku dh rembat) , pemenangnya tak lain tak bukan si Myra ni lah. sebab tula rasa bersyukur sgt ada kawan cam dy :) me laps u so much Myroo! :D

 zmn dah cabut braces

 zaman innocent ada braces hehe

eh ah eh ahhhh eh ah eh ahhhhh

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY MYRA AZMI!!

smooches~

Monday, September 17, 2012

Trrr tr tr

Just testing whether this app is still rocking my phone or not.

Happy Monday and Happy Holiday everyone!

jealous


salam semua! cuti memang best, tapi cuti lama tanpa sebarang kerja yg perlu dibuat jadi amatla boring. nak cuba masak macam2 kononnya tp malas nak p Giant beli barang jadinya telan air liur jela tengok gambo2 kat blog resipi.

anyhoo, kadang2 bila bersembang ngan orang, akan ada di kalangan kite yg melawan arus. tapi kalau takde golongan mcm ni nanti boring pulak ye dop. perangai aku yg aku tgh cuba baiki skrg ni, jgn menyampuk cakap org (masih berusaha) & cuba menjadi ikhlas bila bercakap & sedaya upaya menyenangkan hati orang (masih mencuba).

contoh 1

A : cantik kan baju si M ni, aku suka laa. mana ek dia beli?
B : cantik memang cantik, tapi kaler dy cam pelik sikitla, dy pakai tudung pun tak masuk ngan kaler baju tu.

-- perkataan 'tapi' tu tak sedap didengar, kadang2 org cakap 'tapi' ni sbb jeles, so dy nk sedapkan hati sendiri yg baju tu tak cantik mana padahal kalau baju tu ada jual kat tempat dy, dy la org pertama yg akan p beli. benda ni aku selalu buat, betapa teruknye perangai bila jeles kat orang. T_T Perkataan 'tapi' ni sebenanya bagus untuk menengok sesuatu isu drp perspektif berbeza tapi yg aku experience lg byk ke arah negatifla.

contoh 2

A : sweet gila bf si T tu boh gamba T jd wallpaper phone dy.
B : kalo bf aku tak boh gamba aku jd wallpaper, kirenye bf aku tak sweetla? kirenye bf T tu tak syg parents la sbb tak boh gamba parents jd wallpaper?

-- reply mcmni kadang2 org cakap untuk gurauan, tapi kalau T dengar, mesti T sentap. taktaula apa yg cuba ditegakkan kalau kita mereply mcmtu. apa salahnya kalau kite tumpang happy takpun diam jela kot ye pun jeles.

contoh 3

A : wah, beli baju baru.. bape ko beli baju ni weh?
B : adela dlm 40 ringgit kot..aku pun tak ingat
C : ala kau beli 38 ringgit kan, kat kedai XX kan? mane ade sampai 40 ringgit pun..

-- kalau terkena mcmni, hanya mampu bersabar dalam hati. lagipun C cakap benda betul, cuma nada tu tak best didengar.



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banyak lagila contoh yg kite selalu dengar dlm perbualan seharian dgn org sekeliling kite. contoh2 kat atas, semua aku penah kena/buat so aku tau la macamana rasanya. tapi takleh nak buat apa, aku pun cakap2 kat belakang orang jugak. manusia mane penah puas hati kan. aku selaku org yg byk bergosip, mesti org pun akan mengata kt belakang aku, it's expected. tak penah kisah pun, asalkan aku taktau mcmn manusia mengata aku. bila tau, tu yg perit tu.

aku rasa Twitter dh racun pemikiran aku untuk menjudge orang berdasarkan tweet2 mereka. ade golongan yg tweet lain, tapi dlm dunia realiti lain pulak perangainye. aku ni termasuk golongan yg tweet merapu, aku tweet ape yg aku nak makan, aku lapar, aku ngantuk. aku takleh tido dsb. jarang sangat aku tweet benda2 berfaedah atau kata2 mutiara bagi pedoman hidup kat orang lain apa semua tu. sbb tu aku bersyukur ade kawan2 yg excellent dlm wordplay dlm mengajak ke arah kebaikan kat Twitter.

salah aku jugak mengexpect someone to live up to his/her own tweet. sbb Twitter, manusia yg aku berasa normal sebelum ni, tiba2 aku rase kurang sng ngan dy sebab tweet2 dy. cehh nak salahkan Twitter pulak padahal hati aku yg problem takleh nk terima org seadanya. wokey kita cuba kita cuba buka hati, buka minda. nak tutup acc, tapi banyak info kt situ. adohai. lagipun kalo bosan twitter la tempat aku nak tweet btau semua orang aku bosan hehe. facebook memang takleh harap. takdak privacy dah kat situ.

anyway, manusia yg selalu tweet kata 'kalau tak suka unfollow jelahh. ni twitter aku'. mmg la aku boleh je nk unfollow anda, tapi aku malas nk berdepan dgn situasi awkward yg akan mendatang selepas itu bile anda tau saye unfollow anda walopun anda kate anda tak kisah kononnya. haiszz.

panjang pulak membebel. bahasa tonggang langgang pulak tu even mak aku cikgu Sastera. mihmih. just nak luahkan perasaan yg tak terluah kat sapa2 or Twitter. bye. Salam.


Monday, September 10, 2012

Aminot nama diberi :)



 nama Aminot ni saya yg bagi. nama sebenor Nur Aminah pastu tuan punya badan perasan glamer bajet Key-Ell p eja nama sendiri jadi Miyn. ;p padahal loghat kedah pekat.

tataulah kenapa, Allah takdirkan saya beroomate/housemate yg asai Kedah cakap pun loghat pekat sampai saye pun dh reti ckp kedah sikit2. dari zmn kt mrsm sampai la kat Manipal. tapi so far, org kedah saya rapat semua baik2 belaka, termasukla Aminot ni. :)

my first impression on Aminot : tak ingat sebenaqnya sbb 2 tahun kat KMS kami takdakla rapat sgt. p bilik dy pun sebab nak sembang ngan Pah takpun nak p cari Aien/Nau/Myra yg melepak bilik dy. cuma taula dy ni femes sebab baik ngan ramai org (kot), bukan sbb kontroversi (kot) ;p hehe 

bila dh sampai Manipal pun, aku jd baik ngan dy sbb time ni semua MGs dah jadi satu geng, takdak dah puak kelas macam zaman KMS. masa nak agihkan hosmet2 sesama MGs, tau2 aku dok ngan dia n Myro. cuak sat, yalah, dy ngan Myro dah bertahun2 kawan nnt aku dipinggirkan pulak*drama*

tapi Alhamdullilah, Allah bagi saya (kejap saya, kejap aku) hosmet yg baik2 belaka. :D dahla dua2 kecik molek selalu buat aku nampak cam bodyguard/gergasi bila jalan ngan depa. T_T

Aminot's trivia:
  • umoq 22 tahon walopun suka mengaku 17.
  • pandai memasak dan mencuba masakan baru sambil mengunci pintu dapoq
  • suka dangdut. naseb bek suara beliau sedap.
  • a girl with a very firm ground. this one, i really adore her.
  • rajen membaca segala jenis mak nenek buku pelik2.
  • pandai mengajuk orang. talent dy hat ni memang takdak sapa boleh lawan *pistol*
  • gila SRK. (aritu ada kwn saye ingat srk org dok bising2 selama ni as Sek Ren Kebangsaan =_=)
  • suka sgt Domino's pizza, so esok mehla aku belanje seketoi pizza utk celebrate bday beliau. 
byk lagi perangai pelik Aminot ni, tapi itu yg interesting tu ye dop? 




(penat aku godek2 folder gambo, memang aku takde byk gambo ngan hang minott T__T ni je yg ado huhu)

anyhoo, i'm glad now i am bestfriend with Nur Aminah. :) Happy Birthday bebeh. Je' vous aime hihi.


raya 2012 (post basi)


basi macam mana pun, it's still Syawal, so Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all. i had a great raya :) 













baki cuti ada lagi 2 minggu saja lagi. :(

smooches~

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

paid dinners


enjoyed the supremo night and dinner with lecturers. ^__^ nothing much to say. we just went there, makan, snap pics sana sini, gosip2 sikit then balik with happy stomach. hihi.

 MGs :)

 lovely housemates :)) i'm the tallest nyehehe!

 geng nasyid bersama peminatnya yg berbaju pink.

my "favourite'' lecturer. hehe nasib baik dy cantik.


these events maybe my last events here in Manipal. :')

smooches~

Monday, July 2, 2012

18 days


salam and hola!

finally i've completed all 4 blocks in my second year. which means i also completed my 100% attendance during Phase I of my BDS course. alhamdullilah for the good health throughout these 2 years. :)

the end of block 4 marks the embarkation of our study leave for the final university exam (supposedly 3 weeks) which means weeks of sleepless nights, overdose of caffeine, handa the panda eyes, less socializing with friends even if we're living under the same roof, headbanging moments, stress, etc.

i wonder how i passed this agonizing period last year. it's also monsoon season at that time but i managed to study all day long, memorizing tonnes of facts until i lost my voice since i memorized by speaking out loud to myself. i didn't even take my usual evening nap. i barely slept. i was too tired that when i told myself to have a 5 minutes nap in between the study times, i really slept for only 5 minutes on the chair with my head on the book. usually it took me around 15 minutes to golek2 atas katil first to get some sleep. at that time, bed, laptop and internet were the big no-no.

how hardworking i was back then. :p

i got lazier during my second year. during my first year i always studied from 8/8.30 p.m. to 1/2 a.m. i always got my notes ready on time and whenever i didn't study, i felt guilty the day after. but not this year. i was lazying around happily, stuck in my front of lappy doing this or that for hours or i just sleep. i regretted it the day after when i kept on procrastinating my work but that didn't change anything. i can't really stay up throughout the night like i did during my first year. at 12 i already yawned and too sleepy that i can't force myself to do any work anymore.

now i'm afraid.

how am i gonna face these 3 weeks?






maybe i should start with re-organizing my notes now. bye.


Sunday, June 10, 2012

foods love me


i'm hungry at the moment so saja gedik dera perut upload gamba makanan yg dah selamat masuk perut selama ni.

*kriukk kriukk*

wet fruit with ice cream! faveret kat manipal ni.

mixed meat grill kat Sizzler Ranch. sodapppss. tapi kena nek bas 2 jam semata2 nak p makan kat kedai ni.

mee apa tah kat Mainland China. aku order sepinggan tengok2 portion dia untuk 2-3 orang makan tapi perut besar aku bejaya mengabehkan 3/4 portion. *pat perut*

prawn dumpling mahal kat Mainland China jugak. 

oily chicken dumpling murah Snackshack yg sedap jugak.


cheese lapis made by me! guna resipi Nabilah bagi ehehe ^__^

puding roti made by me too. ni resipi Nini bagi. sedap n simple gila nak buat.

iced mocha paling sedap aku penah minum.

makan kimchi for the first time kat Mainland China. tak sedap.

black forest cake masa tgh mengidam gila nak makan benda manis.



nasi goreng kimchi with sushi n eggroll, tuna bibimbap and chicken soup ramyun from Manipal Cobacabana tempat awesome nak karaoke.

lastly, agar2 roti n milo Miyn ajar + buatkan. sedapss! ada lagi dlm fridge nak p makan sekarang.

bai.

smooches~