bila rasa bosan

bie tido awal gilaaaa. eee geram geram! suka tinggal orang sorg2 buat report physics ya rabbi bosan gila hang tau dak, dengar lagu miley party in the USA melalak smpai kering anak tekak pun still bosan pastu mak curi mouse senyap2 (again) nak maen ZUMA waaaa terseksanya aku nak on9 sabau jela. (hembus nafas semua)

pastu saat2 begini mulela rase tak sabar nak balik kolej sebab geng gosip semua kat sane. kalau bosan boleh kacau mcdee walopun mcdee selalu tak layan aku even aku buat persembahan tarian percuma depan dia. sobs. takpun boleh jalan kaki ayam g bilik myra sambung gosip2 kat sana. tak pun lari atau skip kaki ayam ke bilik naurah or pah, juge utk bergosip tak ingat dunia ataupun menumpang steamboat segera celup dalam kettle letrik milik isma.

wah sungguh indah kehidupan kolej sebenarnye. tolak part IB and pentadbiran kolej yg dah songsang. dan juga DS yg @$$^(&^$@(%*@.

aku tak sabar nak balek kolej, walaupun report ripple tank and TOK essay aku masih belum berusik. aku janji esok aku buat. JANJI BETUL NI!

pastu sebab boleh jumpa bie. =)

smooches~

tahun depan

i was having a santai conversation with hijjaz. (santai?)

me : adik, tahun depan umur adik dah bape tahun?

hijjaz : mmm, 6 tahunlah. betul kan kaklong?

me : betulla tu. adik dah tua.

hijjaz : tapi bukan ke sekarang tahun belakang lagi? mane ade adik tua.

me : tahun belakang?

hijjaz : yelah, tahun depan tak sampai lagi, sekarang ni tahun belakangla. kan kaklong?

me : apekah? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

sungguh comel adik i. bukankah begitu?

smooches~

money, come to me

i'm super broke. yet i have so many things to buy. yesterday evening me n my mum went to GM ( org ipoh je tau) to repair my stupid-broken-keypad handphone. i told mum i would pay for it, so she didnt have to worry, but it turned out i have to replace the old battery with a new one, so it costed me RM 135. i dah terkejut beruk, pastu cepat2 buat muke sengih2 kerang wangi nak bodek mak. luckily mum was willing to pay, so FUHH LEGA SIAAA. but i still have to contribute RM 40 for the battery. =(

next, went to foodcourt coz mum lapar. but otw to the groundfloor, i saw this one red handbag that i've been longing for. i looked at mum, she said she had no money left for me. grrr. pastu amoi cine tu bodek baik punya, dy cakap beg tu tggal satu je kaler merah. so i grabbed it without giving a second thought. lantak p mampuih la duit aku. sebab aku puas hati gilaaaa. =)

then i passed thru this boutique, tbe2 nampak satu cardi wool yg aku nak sangat2 jugak. tapi duit dah habeh weh. nak korek mane lagi. n ade satu baju kotak2 yg lawaaaaa gila. sobs sobs. AKU NAK DUITTTTT!!!!!!

smooches~

blossom!

my family's orchid plants have finally flowering! YEAY! its so pretty, like a newborn baby!(exaggerate) we've been waiting for it to blossom since forever, to the extent that i once told my mum to dispose the plant. menyemak je kat rumah orang. but my mum's patience is beautifully paid off. we are the very happy family. =)

u guys might think that our reactions are overrated, well its just an orchid flower blossoming kan, bukannye aku kawen (?) but it means the world to us! its our victorious achievement mind u bcoz we took care of the plant from it was leave-less (botak n ade ranting je, SERIUS HUDUH) until what it is like today. macam an ugly duckling transforms into an angelic swan. =D

mum n dad's hardwork. mine too. penat kot tiap2 ptg mak paksa aku siram pokok2 ni. =)

what name shud i give u pretty baby?

kau tengok model sesat berperut buncit. adek sapa tah.

p/s : bie sekarang rajin gile masak, hari2 masak mcm2. rajinnye. aku ni.....better not to say it.

smooches~

lapuk

tadi i tolong mursyid balut buku teks sekolah dy. i balut dgn sunggut cantik (batuk). antara buku yg i balut are buku robinson crusoe yg cerita dy boring haram, i confirm tido dlm english class setiap kali sesi literature and kapten hassan wira bangsa yg i tak pernah baca. mcmn i jawab exam BM, dont ask.

tgh2 syok balut tiba2 i terperasan satu bar code yg ditampal kat corner front page buku. i tanya adek i ape jadahnya ade bar code pulak ni? rupanya bar code tu untuk proses pinjaman n pemulangan. alah mcm bile kite nak kuar mrsm, kite kene scan dulu ID card kite kan, same goes with the text books. WEH GILA MAJU!. aku dulu zaman kat bainun penat gile kene tick nama for each buku yang aku pinjam. hmmph.

my mum tahun ni dah masuk tahun ketiga dy jadi pemeriksa SPM for BM paper. so i pun pegi terhegeh2 menyebok baca esei orang pastu belagak macam i lagi hebat (batuk). mentang2 spm dh lepas kan. =)

tibe2 mak cakap starting this year grading SPM ade A+, A , A-, B+ and B-. huh wtf? mak cakap sebab competition dah terlampau sengit so terpaksa buat camni. A+ is for 90 marks and above. perghh naseb bek zaman i takde lagi bende mcmni. kalau tak buat malu je bile dapat tau A i are A lemah.

i baru 2 thn tgglkan alam persekolahan tapi dah mcm2 perubahan jadi in education system. terasa sungguh tua. adekah zaman persekolahan i sudah menjadi seperti yang dinyatakan oleh tajuk entri?

smooches~

its supposed to be a reunion

sepatutnya semua geng kapak join. dah siap bagi invitation rasmi kat fb. tapi sedihnya 3 je yg selamat sampai. apekah sedihnya hati. letihnya mulutasyik tanya kite nak g mane? pasni nk buat ape? kite nak makan ape? haha fickle-minded sungguh kami bertiga. bukankah comel begitu?

mule2 nak tgk wayang cerita avatar, azie dh excited bebenor nak tgk. aku nak tgk zombieland tapi apekah caroknye GSC ipoh, tak sampai2 lagi cerita tu. my spy pun takde. hampeh. tapi avatar start lmbat, nak g karaoke lagi. so cancel movie. g k-box karaoke. azie n aya bwk student card so bayar 5 bux for 3 hours, aku tak bawak ID MCS yg buruk haram so kene bayar 15. $#%$^%. takpe, aku dapat 2 air free, depa dpt 1 je. heheh.

masuk2 tempat tu tekejut beruk apsal lagu semua cina? rupenye kene korek lebih2 cket. azie konker remote so segale macam lagu dipilihnya. lagu black eyed peas yg rap gila laju haram pn dy amek. HAHAHA. penat aku rap. yo yo O je aku rap mcm nigger celup. lagu pussycat dolls jai ho gile menghabiskan tenage. tapi sangatla besh menyanyi 3 jam tak ingat dunia. nnt kite pegi lagi ya?

pastu jalan merata2, since ketiga-tiganya sudah punya bf, so sesi bertukar2 cerita mengenai bf masing2 bermula. tidak ketinggaln gosip2 panas dan basi mengenai ahli geng kapak yg lain. =D bergosip sugguh menyegarkan diriku. aku sudah lama giankan bergosip.

sebab im the only one yg bawak kereta, so i was the driver of the day, nak g mana, cakap je. aku dah hafal semua jalan kat ipoh bandaraya bougainveila (shit mcmn nak eja name bunga alah ni). aku nak bwak mereka ke red island cafe sebab mak cakap western food dy sdap, so hati dh excited gila babi nak makan chicken chop. penat aku drive g sana, skali belum sempat kaki aku cecah tanah turun kereta, ade waiter chinese datang cakap "sini sudah tukar menu, sudah non-halal". apekah nasib? nasib baek kau cakap baik2, so hati aku terubat.

frust punye pasal, terus pegi jusco. makan mcd. aya beli prosperity, tumpang makan sekali. sedapla pulak kan. dulu aku beli apsal pedas gilaaa rase mcm lidah aku hilang. pastu sekali ade J-card day kat jusco. sorg pun tak bwak J card. DAMN. sale gila bab smapi 70% kat nose, soda semualah. DOUBLE DAMN. azie dah meracau tak tentu pasal sebab takleh nak shopping. ksian kawanku.

pastu balik. sedih memang sedih sebab tak ramai yg datang tapi kita semua dah janji nak jumpa kat KL next year n maybe spend holiday same2. YEAY i like! yelah kan nex sem aku dah tak bz. yelah tak bz palaotak kau final IB exam kot.

for ppl yg taktau, they both were the ex of my bf. but we never fight, in fact we love each other more! sayang azie n aya! =)

p/s : they are very pretty and well-mannered that i wonder why bie picked me. but the he said something that assure me of his love for the rest of my life. =D

smooches~

scary

malam tadi kan i mimpi tcer juriah wrote on my fb wall regarding my EE. she was asking why she didnt get an email from me as yesterday was the due date. and lebih scary, she wrote her comment in pantun guys PANTUN!! apekah?? waaaaa scary shit gilaaaaaaaa. takutnyeee. tp naseb bek ade pyan hehe dy pn tak siap lagi fuh lega ade geng. but stillllllll...TAKOTTT!!!

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lady gigi

where the hell did lady gaga got her outfits for bad romance MV? and who the heck designed her shoes and her accesories? seriously eccentric gilaaa. i got goosebumps just by seeing her obscene acts in the MV. gila pelik. when i watched paparazzi MV, it was much more bizarre. is lady gaga a bisex? because she was like deeply engrossed in kissing both guys and bitches in there. siap hisap2 hujung kasut lagi. GROSS. meremang bulu roma aku. she really has something in her. her standard is soooo what to say? memang pelik haram.

she was not that pretty (still pretty for me) but her body was damn sizzling hot, enough to make me green in envy. her clothes memang gila revealing, kalah britney and katy perry. she was wrapped in various lace bikini throughout the MV. tak sejuk ke weh?? and in one MV she changed clothes like million times. AKU PUN TAK TAU DAH MACAM MANA LAGI AKU NAK DESCRIBE BETAPE PELIKNYA AKU TERHADAP LADY GAGA. so pls understand my notion here. she is the most eccentric person on earth. einstein pun masih di tahap normal bagi aku.

but i'm so astonished by her bold acts and her ridiculous sense of fashion because not many ppl are like her. i mean she's not bothered by all the negative critics thrown to her. the way she just let other ppl to say whatever they want about her, that is very cool you know, to have that kind of i-dont-care-i-am-happy-with-myself attitude, its not even being all bitchy. i want to do that. but sadly i cannot la. ngeng aku takleh hidup kalau semua orang pun ngutuk n mengeji aku. T_T. aku masih seorang melayu.

i love her eyes in this pic!! mcm barbie doll. so BULAT! i love!

is that even a dress? or a cloth? and her shoes look like a pair of sepit ketam to me. seriously macam SEPIT KETAM!!

this one macam baju tido sexy yg org pkai mase first night. merah lagi you. aww *sheepish smile*

mcm topi kertas yg hijjaz bwat kat taski dy. tapi hijjaz punye kaler biru.

ending yg paling bizzare. apekah? bdk medic pun tak mcmni punye obses. and her bra at this time was like having a short circuit. kang meletup kang hilang asset berharge baru ko tau.

sepelik2 MV slipknot, pelik lagi MV kau gaga

p/s : have fun gile today, will update about it later on. suppose nak update tadi, tapi tekejut beruk sgt tgk mv bad romance, terus buat entri ni. (^_^)v

smooches~

to my significant other

sometimes i love it when we have a fight. because no matter how critical the condition is, we'll be okay and we'll survive through thick and thin. we never fought for more than 48 hours. i cant put up with fights for a long period or else my whole life will be affected.

sebab kite gaduh jugakla, we get to know about each other's perangai banyak songeh much better than before, which strengthens our bond and make our feelings grow fonder towards each other.

just like yesterday, when we're on the verge of separation, it will always be u who saved our r/ship. and i couldnt be more grateful to have u. how i wish i can get rid of my stupid immature temper so that i wont hurt u like that anymore.

when i'm on reverie regarding our stupid little fights over trivial things, i cant help but to laugh. those merajuk gedik gedik moments really spiced up our r/ship and helped us to become closer.

many long distance relationship have failed right in front of my eyes but i'm not bothered by that, because of u.

im sorry for what i've said to you. i didnt mean that, u know me very well kan? i love you bie.

smooches~

what is your name?

i was so enthusiastic in teaching my little brother, hijjaz a few english words yesterday. after telling him two to three simple cliche sentences, me n my mum asked him a few Qs to test him.

>me

>hijjaz

>mum

> what is your name?

> my name is muhammad hijjaz

> muhammad hijjaz bin what?

> muhammad hijjaz bin LOLI

> bin WHAT?

> bin LOLIIIIIIIII!!!!! *confidently*

> HAHAHAHAHA! kalau rosli wahab *my dad* dgr ape kau cakap ni mampus kau kene.

> again, what is your name?

> my name is muhammad hijjaz bin GHOSLI

> bin WHAT??

> bin GHOSLI lah!!!

> GHOSTLY??!

*silence*

> HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!

> kurang ajar punya anak jantan. hahahaha!

smooches~

taktau nak letak title ape

baru sedar cuti berbaki (sejak bile pndai gune word berbaki) 2 minggu itu pun pas baca blog dj. dah lame lost track dgn tarikh sebab sekarang tgh pkai henpon cikai. haih bilela nak g repair henpon bodoh tu. xde sapa nak teman i keluar. jeles kat myra dah tgk zombieland. kat naurah pun jeles jgk sebab dy dah tgk princess and the frog. sobs.

so far i dah siapkan half of my assignments. yg tinggal are EE, TOK essay, points for english oral and another 2 physics lab reports. okayla tu kan.

jumaat ni abah ckp maybe nak g cameron highlands. masa abah ckp time ramai2 tgh dinner, semua org senyap, hijaz sorg je yg excited. sebabnye i dah g sana for about 5 times kot. hmmph bagila can kat hijaz. poor abah i tau dy nak bawak kitorg holiday so bad but he's too busy so cameron highlands pun jadila, asalkan dpt spend quality times with my family mcm masa kitorg g zoo hari tu. ni semua sebab kitorg selalu bising2 kat dy yang dy dah tak layan kitorg sekarang ni, asek keje je. takutnya kalau nnt my future childrens pun ckap mcmtu kat i. T_T

semalam nak kata PMS pun tak, tapi ntah apsal mulut ni mmg saja cari pasal ngan bie. sekali kene sound depan2 haha padan muka. bie, im sorryyyyyy. =)

smooches~

marry me

rasenye i dah announce kat satu dunia yg skrg ni i kipas susah mati (yes i knew already its DIE-HARD-FAN) super junior berkuatkuasa from bile tah i pun dah tak ingat. so i've been digging for all their songs from their first debut album until the latest one. yes mmg kuat semangat i tau.

but of all their songs, there's this one song that really penetrate deep into my heart. memang jiwang, tipula kalau kau pun tak jiwang dgn boypren/girlpren kau. okay sambung cerita. so i batukforcedbatuk bie to listen to this song, together with its translation. yalah, kang kalau suruh dgr lagu semate2 tah ape dy tafsir. ntah2 jadi lagu "oh KFC, apsal kau sedap sehingga menjilat jari" (=_=)''

so seperti yg diharapkan, he dedicate this song to me. pathetic gila aku tapi takpe, still sweet of him =). i still waras cari boypren orang melayu bukan macam my ex-bf, cari gf orang cina. oops. did i just told u about the latest story of my ex? semua orang sila berlakon buta sekarang.

super junior-marry you (translation)

Love, oh baby my girl
You are my everything
My dazzlingly beautiful bride
You are a gift from god
We'll be very happy, your black eyes well up with tears
Even if your black memerizing hair turns white
My love, you my love, I swear I love you

Saying I love you is what I want to do the most everyday in my life

Would you marry me? I want to love you, treasure you, and live with you

I want you to lean on my shoulders each time you sleep

Would you marry me? With this heart of mine, will you accept me?

To accompany you for the whole lifetime, I do
To love you, I do

Regardless of snow and rain, i will be there to protect you, I do
Let me be the one to protect you, my love

You wearing the white bridal gown, me wearing the suit
Both of us walking in sync towards the stars and moon, I swear
No lies, no suspicion
My dearest princess, stay with me

Even if we are becoming older, we will smile and live on

Would you marry me? Are you willing to live the rest of your life with me?

No matter how weary and tired we are, I do
I will always be by your side, I do

The days when we will spend together, I do
Everyday will my heart be thankful, my love

I have prepared this (ring) for you since a long time ago,
Please take this shiny ring in my hand

Just like the mood today, remember the promise that we're making now
Would you marry me?

The only thing that I can give you is love
Although it's insignificant
Even though there are areas which I lack
I will protect the love between us, me and you
Let's make a promise, no matter what happens we will still be in love
And even so...

Will you marry me? I do

okay i dah cop lagu ni jadi my wedding song nanti, tapi nnt semua guest i tak paham. T_T. haih sedihnya. takpela. bie, u propose me guna this song okay?

p/s : start drp hari ni, i'll never use words yg end dgn 'W' macam yew, jew, taw, maw because i found it annoying. or maybe sebab ade orang bwat group "i hate those people who loves to put 'W' at the last word"

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kenapa?

when i first entered boarding school when i was in form 1 until now, in KMS boarding school i have few questions in my mind which have no exact answers. at least nobody has told me the right answers.

- kenape queue boys kat ds always shorter (read: ALWAYS) than girl's queue. pastu diorg amek makanan cam laju gila. tapi i tgk diorg still pilih2 part ayam yg diorg suka mcm girls jugak ehem. so why? teeem kay yaa?

- kenape boys bila gelak ramai2 senada seirama pastu berhenti abruptly sama2 tapi girls kalau gelak ramai2 macam2 nada ada, tenor, suprano, bass, u name it, we'll have it wtf. pastu mesti ade 2 3 orang yg tercicir gelak lambat lambat pick up punya case atau tak reti2 nak berhenti gelak (cough).

- kenape boys bila gaduh, kaw2 punya tahap gadoh cakar sana sini mencarut kuat2 mcm orang gila (based on my own experience watching my classmates back in bainun bergaduh), tapi sejam lepas tu pun dah baek balek siap peluk2 lagi (?) . kadang2 tu 5 minit pun dah cukup. tapi kalau girls gaduh senyap sunyi bunyi kipas je ade tapi bertahan lama bawak sampai ke mati. kenape?

anyone has concrete justification for the above situations?

smooches~

exchanging roles

i know very well that everyone must be boring to bits during this long semester holiday so i came up with a lame puzzle. here goes.

what am i going to babble about regarding the entry title?

tau tak? tak tau? tau tak? tau tak? tak tau? sumpah annoying pfft.

lets get straight to the point. (as if it wasnt me who came up with the stupid lame idea) . i went to accompany my mum for a shopping spree today. (read : ACCOMPANY). so we explored ipoh for one whole day, with me diligently memorizing all the streets in this medium-sized town. lepas ni boleh jadi expert driver dah. ngehee.

as we stepped into the first boutique, there's this one tudung that captured my sight and i terus "mak, nak tudung cream ni" and "mak, nak inner putih ni jugak tau". mum ignored me T_T as she was busy hunting for a new blouse. tapi i anak yg baek n understanding, i letak siap2 semua terus atas kaunter. it is very ill-mannered of a child to disturb his/her mother who is in a very important mission, okay kids? =D

but she didnt find any top that fit her taste. i should've predicted that. then we went to like 10 other shops. and in each shop she tried about 5-6 blouses. T_T. tapi semua tak berkenan. kalau ada pun, mesti out of size. ksiannya kat mak, sumpah aku tak nak jadi coughgemokcough lepas dah bersalin nanti.

penatnya pegang handbag mak, dahlah berat dgn syiling, kalau mak start menabung dalam tabung gajah BSN tu mesti dah penuh. maybe dah melimpah ruah pun.

i have a sad story regarding the bsn's tabung gajah. it was when me and my bro celebrated our joint birthdays (all my siblings' birthday dekat2, so sekalikan semua dalam satu majlis, boleh save budget. YES MY MUM MMG GENIUS AND A GOOD FAMILY PLANNER) and guess what we got for our birthday pressie? yaaaaa, bijak2. we got the tabung gajah which sang an awfully horrible song everytime we put a coin into it. to add more grief, those tabungs (what is tabung in english?? omg, im a moron) were given free to my parents. tak feel lah dapat hadiah freeeeeee. T_T

tapi bila tengok balik gambar dulu2 apsal muka i sepertinya sungguh excited mendapat tabung itu? (=_=)"

okay, sambung cerita. pffft. so sudahnya we went to first lady. at last she found her perfect blouse. memang lawaaaa. i jeles, so i grabbed a top also. =)) haha memang anak tak guna. then off we went to giant sebab mak nak cari sandal, tapi mak tak jumpa yang lawa, instead i yang beli handbag. T_T proses berkabung membenci diri sendiri bermula sekarang.

okay proses berkabung tamat =D hehe asal hati gembira. bila anda gembira tepuk tangan! CLAP CLAP!

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rindu

weh gua rindu gila sama lu

sampai hati lu takmau jumpa gua cuti ni

mentang2 lu dah kurus, lu nak buat suprise kat gua

and mentang2 gua dah gemok

lu nak ejek gua puas2la ye

dah tak larat asek rindu tau tak

weh cepatlah bulan 1

gua memang tak sabar nak jumpa lu

i love u lu

smooches~

dying

im dying for a new layout now. been searching for an awesome layout that is a head-turner or an eye-catcher, but only few could match with my longing.

pastu kan, mcmn nak tukar layout without menghilangkan segala bende yg kita dh ada kat add widgets column tu? it will be super leceh to link all of u back and super boring to add back all the widgets.

help! help! cho mengaaaaaa!!!

smooches~

back to the past

semua orang mesti ade katun feveret mase u all kecik2 dulu. yes, masa semua orang masih lagi bermuka innocent and comel2 belaka. bukan macam sekarang, muka semua dah tak suci. T_T what? u all tak tgk katun mase kecik? kesian, kecik2 dah nerd.

so my faveret one is SAILORMOON. tipu kalau u all taktau katun ni. mmg zaman kegemilangan habis mase i darjah 3 ke 4, im not sure. i ingat lagi, i sanggup bgn awal hari ahad sebab sailormoon start pukul 9 pagi. so 8.30 bangun, siap2 g mandi, makan nasi lemak semua, tau2 pukul 9 pagi dah terpacak depan tv, pasang tv2.

so lets refresh our mind with the beautiful sailors. bukan kelasi ye. take note on that. i sgt kagum dgn costume diorg sampaikan i penah tnye my mum kenape i pegi sekolah kene pkai baju kurung, tak boleh pakai skirt kembang mcm sailormoon. (=_=)''

here goes,, (drumroll) =)

sailormoon a.k.a usagi tsukino.

she's a crybaby. mase mule2 dy dpt power jadi sailormoon, dy refused bcoz she wanted to lead a normal life.

sailor power : moon

tuxedo bertopeng a.k.a. mamoru chiba

involved in an accident that snatched away his memory. has a precognitive ability and helped the sailors to fight demons. fell in love with sailormoon. aww.

power : mawar berduri. haha! kidding2. his fighting skills perhaps?

sailor mercury a.k.a. ami mizuno.

the nerdy of all sailors, with IQ of 300 (jaw dropped). a very shy and quiet person.

sailor power : water of all phases

sailor mars a.k.a. rei hino.

works as a Shinto priestess (dont ask me what is Shinto, i dont have any idea of what it is) and a very serious person.

sailor power : fire manipulation

sailor jupiter a.k.a. makoto kino.

very tall and strong and tomboyish. tapi dazzling hot. pandai memasak, berkebun dan mengemas rumah. calon isteri terbaek. (?)

sailor power : lightning and plant control

sailor venus a.k.a. minako aino.

a full-time dreamer. has a very high desire in becoming a singer which caused her to attend any auditions held. eh mcm description of madihah yusoff pulak kan. =PP

sailor power : love (a big question mark), lead the other four sailors

sailor chibi moon a.k.a. chibiusa.

the future daughter of usagi (sailormoon) and mamoru (tuxedo bertopeng), came from the 30th century. i hate this chibi chubby moon. dont ask me why.

sailor pluto a.k.a. setsuna meioh

the mysterious time guardian. a loner. BFF chibiusa. kayu sakti panjang semacam yg dy pegang tu is the key to space-time door.

sailor uranus a.k.a haruka tenoh

very masculine looking. (awwww) minah rempit terhebat of all sailors. but sgt stingy, nak keje ngan neptune, pluto and saturn je. eh gedik.

sailor power : sky

sailor neptune a.k.a. michiru kaioh

sumpah mmg gorgeous gila. a kick-ass lesbo as she fell in love with sailor uranus T_T. a skillful violinist and artist.

sailor power : ocean

sailor saturn a.k.a. hotaru tomoe

a sweet candy. has a dark family history as her daddy is a mad scientist (sumpah aku takkan kawen ngan scientist). a faithful daydreamer.

sailor power : silence (?) and has the ability to wield a powerful destruction force

artemis, diana and luna.

act as advisors to their respective owners. luna is the one who responsible to teach usagi to become a sailormoon. artemis is with sailor venus. diana is the daughter of luna and artemis, which act as the advisor for chibiusa.

actually, all these cats are human. tak percaya? tengok bawah ni.

thats all folks. btw, utk lepaskan rindu korg towards sailormoon , i'll leave u with the sailormoon theme song. sing along baby!

sailor moon and sailor neptune are my lovely faveret ones.

u all suka yg mana?

credits to wikipedia.

smooches~

salah tempat

im so annoyed with ppl who think that facebook is similar in standard with myspace.

come on ppl, civilized la cket. stop flooding my inbox with something gross like these:

"hai awak, boleh berkenalan...."

"hello cik adek, nice pix, kumen2 my pix ok? i'll hit u back"

double duhh. ni yg paling aku menyampah. pakse2 org comment gamba plak. urghh get a life.

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knowing myself

sometimes i can become all moody that i know i have annoyed many ppl around me. including my best friends. some ppl dont understand me well, but some ppl greatly did. but still, i cant really hope that everyone wants to understand me. they have their own attitudes also. i fully understand that. thats why when i got angry, i prefer to stay quiet and isolating myself. i just dont want to talk to anybody. everybody has their own ways to vent out their angers and this is how i do it.

im a very sensitive person and im scared to death whenever i screwed other ppl's feelings. but when it comes to the point that im super furious, i dont care about that at all. im so self-centered when im in bad mood. i know this very well. to talk that other ppl becoming a bitch, i should take a look at myself first.

i have many areas lacking in me, but i couldnt be more grateful to have a bunch of friends who accept me for who i am.

i love my friends to bits.

salam aidiladha ppl.

smooches~

lipas pun ade perasaan jugak

smooches~

unfair

so the so-called hellish semester has ended. and im still here, happy happy at home with my all my limbs still attached to me. perhaps its my brain that got out of place when the thought of all the piling assignments abruptly bombards my mind. shit.

the exam was okay for me. except for bio paper II which i think i did the worst of all the papers. how could i wrote seminal vesicle instead of synaptic vesicle? perghh that makes me a pervie. which im really not. v(^.^)

in case u dont understand the smiley above, it shows a happy face with a peace fingers. T_T

im grateful that most of my spot Qs did appear in the exam paper. not that im not stdying hard enough to score. i did. but its unfair if i study like crazy but i still cant answer the exam Qs juz because i didnt practice on the freaking past years Qs. so kenela study smart. we're talking about a very strong competition here. u must do what it takes to score. not just to merely depend on your bloody smart brain. unless u're a genius that u can answer all the tough Qs with ur eye closed.

but still, i feel pity and not to mention, guilty to my friends who did study hard, but still cant perform in the final exam just because they missed out the IB books or the past years. work smart babe, act smart.

smpaikan up to one point, i once thought that " baek takpayah belajar je mcmni, finals nnt masuk past years je pun."

but no, Allah knows what we've done and He'll pay our hardworks. wait until semester 4, when the past years cant help u anymore. by then, u can call that a real competition. but not this one. this one is unfair.

but still, that doesnt mean i despise ppl who didnt study but scored well, they were just working smart, weren't they?

smooches~

panas!

sile sebut title entri dgn gaya paling gedik sekali. terima kasih.

so yesterday everyone acted as if the final exam is over. reality is, its not. chemistry paper 3 and physics paper 2 and also the scariest paper for this sem, english paper 1 n 2 are still waiting. mind you, im scared to death okay becoz tcer roth has already reminded us that she's going to penalize us if our freaking essays dont follow all the layouts that she had given us. for real okay.

anyway, we still had a blast. we chose to watch a movie instead of karaoke-ing. T_T due to mcdee's kegatalan nak tgk abang aaron aziz, we opted for pisau cukur.

u wont be in remorse for watching this film. its awesome, i tell u. and fazura, i love u so much. u're the only person yang i tak menyampah tgk eventho u gedik hell.

malas nak tulis pnjg, ppl pls go watch this movie okay. boleh tgk rahim razali yg gile seks, aaron aziz yg hot, shahreeza yang berlakon mcm kayu tapi his braces makes him a lot cuter, eizlan yusof yg full of charm, maya karin yg fab and many others.

ole!

smooches~

terima kasih cikgu

thanx for all the knowledges u have given us.

but still, MATH SUCKS!

smooches~

im sorry

im sorry that i hurt u deeply that i know the wound will never heal perfectly.

its my bad that my bitchy attitude got out of hand and the innocent u received all the curses.

but one thing i want u to know, i love u with all my heart and no one can replace even a bit of u.

forgive me and give me one more chance. ilysm.

smooches~

say and write

budak-budak zaman 2006.

agaknya ape jadi kat budak-budak zaman 2020?

smooches~

this is why i dont want to marry a kelantanese

i dont understand what on earth are they talking about.

bagi i kawen dgn org taiping, pls.

smooches~

kipas-susah-mati

why not kipas-senang-mati? or kipas-senang-hidup? or kipas-susah-hidup? or kipas-senang-rosak? or lampu-susah-mati? why?

i once pondered about this everytime i read Gempak or Utopia magazines when i was in form 1. but then i thought this must be a new word invented by the comic's artists in order to create their very own identities.

few weeks after that, baru i tau yang the artist merely translated the phrase die-hard-fanz into a malay word. so that it sounds more catchy and interesting and macam hebat. hmmph. terasa diri ini bodoh seketika.

anyway, thats not the main thing i want to talk about here.

now, im super addicted to this one large group. like seriously large that perhaps this is the largest music group in the world. entah tak sure, g google sendiri kalau nak tau sangat.

super junior!! * sile sebut dgn penuh excited smbil buat tangan hi-5*

especially this guy

the dancing master, eunhyuk. apsal kau menari smart sgt?

yes i know mmg lame, mmg lambat gile, mmg ketinggalan zaman nak mampus, mmg outdated, tapi what can i do, i minat SNSD (girl's generation) and wonder girls dulu, baru i minat diorg ni. =D

rokuko! rokuko! rokuko!. kalau tak faham sile abaikan.

p/s : goodluck exam agama semua org. i mls nak bace buku bab kawen2 ni. i jwb based on my experience je. hee =)

smooches~

same old same old

as u can see, there's nothing much change in my blog except for the picture of 'fanash' bangle decorating my blog title has gone.

dont think negative. it juz that the picture is senget sebelah mase i edit2 tadi and it looked super hideous so i deleted it. bukan i clash ngan bie pastu couple balek pastu clash lagi, NO. im not that type.

so in the mean time, i just stick to these red sunflowers until i found a new layout that win the key to my mind, not my heart because heart functions to pump blood to all parts of the body, not to become all picky when it comes to choosing an awesome blog layout that fit my taste. nampak tak relevannya di situ?

so sorry for all inconveniences eventho i knew that kalau my blog closed under construction pun you all are not affected pun and still can be happy makan kat ds sambil bergosip mcm kat kedai kopi.

smooches~

geram

rase mcm nak delete je account myspace. boring hell.

rase cam nak tukar layout blog. bosan dah tgk sunflower pelik kaler merah.

rase cam nak muntah bace notebook bio.

smooches~

cats betrayal

lawak gila. pls watch this. compulsary!!

the garfield cat is the wifey, the black cat ala2 rusty myra tu is the hubby. enjoy yaw! =)

note : castrate = remove the testicles

smooches~

down

pagi tadi bile tcer jue announced that this semester punye paper bio include everything that we've learned so far, my sight darkens. pitch-black. rase nak muntah, pitam, pengsan, seizure semua ade.

note : Im in semester 3, and we've learned everything except option yang neorology and behaviour tu.

so what do u expect for me to react? banyak gilaaaaa kot. T_T. and the exam is in less than 2 weeks time. sobs sobs.

everything that we've learned = 1 and 1/4 note books tebal 500 pages kulit keras yang dah lunyai

tu belum msuk chem and math and physics yg satu habuk hape tak start lagi

and my second draft EE need to be submitted within this week. evaluation and conclucion tak bwat lagi. shheeesh.

tolonglah masuk meminang i NOW. pretty pls.

smooches~

okay

life is okay so far and i've come up with a few resolutions which are nothing unusual. just hoping to be a better person and leave the bitchy part behind. also to concentrate on my study and not to focus on ZUMA and JOJO'S FASHION SHOW. okay fine, maybe maen sekali sekala boleh kot. release tension kan.

i feel like i have no life when every night me and mcdee will fight on who will turn on their study lamp first before th lights off. and if one of us wins, we'll be overjoyed like a demented wackos. pathetic. T_T. but very fun to do. it should be listed as one of the college's traditions. u can try this at home, no, in your bloody hot room also can.

hoping for a better tomorrow. insya-Allah.

smooches~

confuse itu bagus ye

now im officially 19, i clearly know what i want and what i despise in my life. life in bainun and mrsm were full of hypocrisy and bluffs. so im hoping to get to know the real me in this current life. i want to be myself, shaped by my own feelings and not being manipulated by anybody.

im not perfect. nobody's perfect btw. but now i seem to be confused with what we called as friends. up until now, there are very few ppl who i can called my true friends and who are really there when i need them. and who doesnt break my heart with their attitudes. for me, friends are the second most important person in my life, after my family. so i really care about them.

but in the same time, i have this stupid ground that im sticking to. and because i want to be myself, because i want to be firm on my ground, i've been hurting lots of ppl around me. but still, i couldnt care less because im tired of living in a hypocrite world. i really2 want to be me. how i wish someone would understand me more than i understand myself.

sometimes i know what i've done will cause ppl to hate me, but i couldnt help it. yes the world doesnt revolve around me but i have my right to choose my own road and how i want to colour it up.

i hate this uncertainty feeling, and i want my true friends back. the one that i can truly rely upon, and she can rely fully upon me too. shit la this feeling.

btw, now tgh mcm orang gila nak siapkan EE. sobs.

oh tajuk entri adalah tribute to que haidar. confuse itu mcm bawang.

smooches~

the treat

this post is special for madihah yusoff and amirah abd wahab, my karaoke partners. =)

thanks so much for your treat at a&w which elevates the level of lipids surrounding my body. hehe. thanks again. *menangis terharu with mate bersinar2*

btw, not badlah burger mozza tu. sedap and sgt mengenyangkan. =D

btw lagi, i think coney dog is not a good name to give to a hot dog. sebab dy mcm homophones kan *cough englishlesson cough". first i dgr name coney dog ni ms i tnye bie what he had for his lunch and he answered:

''bie makan coney dog"

but what i've heard:

''bie makan horny dog"

smooches~

the last teen?

awww. finally this day has come. i've been waiting to celebrate my last teen age because later on i dah boleh riak " eyy, aku dah besar tau" or " weh, thun dpan aku dah 20, lagi 5 thn aku dah nak kawen". (=_='') fine takde kaitan.

so thank you thank you thank you for all the beautiful wishes and prayers u've sent me. =)

now is the vain session. once a year je okayy. so shut up and just scroll you cutiey mouse downwards. =P

this is the card that i've told u b4. the english essay one =) cute kan? *say yes say yes*

this one is hand-made by myra azmi kekasih lama. haha. thanks a bunch sayang! very nice and beautifully written. =) i love you!

this carrot card was from madihah yusoff *masih single n available* , my tuuuut roomies together with her anak2 yg tak bernyawa. semua ayat dlm kad ni dusta belaka. =P

kalau u all ingatla kan, i once penah story pasal how hard i cried because of one golden sandal that i wanted so much but the sandal was out of stock at that time.

and the above sandal is the same exact sandal that i wanted back then. bie found this for me as my birthday present. =))

the bag and the top which i love so much are the hadiah iringan from bie =)

the unexpected present from naurah and aien =) a vincci watch yg sgt awesome!thanks so much! untuk lebih vain, meh i zoomkan this picture special for u guyz =)

lawa hell kannnn???? sgt terharu dpt this present =)

but the best present of all is the semburan air + air liur from mulut madihah yusoff. that was the first time i ever kene sembur mcmtu padahal i xde niat nak buat lawak lgsung ms dy tgh minum air. haha. thanks for the unforgettable present ye. =P

ps : alas, all the orals dah habes for this sem. now can concentrate on EE T_T. tcer jue dah mintak and kene submit by next week. and the finals is in 3 weeks time. TT_TT

smooches~

dont bother

im hit by an enormous wave of love. so dont bother. love is in the air!! *imagine ade bunge2 di sekeliling*

destiny-jim brickman

What if I never knew

What if I never found you

I'd never have this feeling in my heart

How did this come to be

I don't know how you found me

But from the moment I saw you

Deep inside my heart I knew

[Chorus]

Baby you're my destiny

You and I were meant to be

With all my heart and soul

I give my love to have and hold

And as far as I can see

You were always meant to be my destiny

I wanted someone like you

Someone that I could hold on to

And give my love until the end of time

But forever was just a word

Something I'd only heard about

But now you're always there for me

When you say forever I believe

Baby you're my destiny

You and me were meant to be

With all my heart and soul

I give my love to have and hold

And as far as I can see

You were always meant to be my destiny

Maybe all we need is just a lilttle faith

Cause baby I believe that love will find the way

Baby you're my destiny

You and I were meant to be

With all my heart and soul

I give my love to have and hold

And as far as I can see

For now until eternity

You were always meant to be my destiny

ily =)

smooches~

pure exuberance

im very happy this weekend. mainly because of bie of course. he gave me a birthday card, which he wrote it like an english essay. =P but the content is soooo sweeet and i cried right after i finished reading the last sentence. this is the first time he ever said sumthing like that to me. u know, he's not the type of guy who really express out his true feelings. so this is really sumthing out of the blue, which makes me smile ear to ear everytime i re-read the card. =)

i just wanna say million thanks to bie for the lovely bling2 sandal, the cute bag, and the lovely tops he gave me. eheh. once a year je kan. =)

smooches~

jgn sedih lee min ho

i went to bukit bintang today, purposely to eat pizza hut there. btw, the new toppings are marvelous and awesome! especially the trio chicken and cheesy chicken. at first bie bising2 tak nak makan pizza because he just ate dominos few days back. but who cares. =P tgk2 dy yang makan paling byk. haha. seriously scrumptious. go and try it ppl. =)

then off we went to sg wang because i want to buy some tops. turned out sg wang has nothing that fit my sense of fashion. acecey bunyi macam gempak je kan. haha poyo. so we wandered around aimlessly, because at 5.30 i want to see lee min ho. yes he's coming to malaysia ppl. and of all the luxurious shopping mall in our country, why on earth that he picked sg wang?? grr. i just dont like the environment in the plaza. the ceiling was like just a few centimeters from your head and it has this sungguh-menyengat-hidung-rase-mcm-nak-muntah smell. like seriously nak muntah. so we walked out of that smelly building.

so there's no live lee min ho right before my eyes to be bragged about. sigh.

we headed to times square instead. =) ahh i love this place. and i managed to find a decent top with a very decent price. hihi.

my friends called me just now. awww they are sooo sweet. haha ksian tak reti nak tafsir sajak. i missed them soooo much. they filled my days in my boring life in the ancient mcs. =D

but then tomorrow im gonna miss my bie plak. =(

smooches~

thanx

i've been suppressing my big big lust for a shopping spree for nearly 3 months. its painful to watch ur friends with all the plastic bags but u're the only who came back home empty-handed. but i murmured to myself, ''takpe,takpe, nnt dah sampai mase boleh shoping mcm org gile". and now the time has come. and yes i shopped like a crazy woman hunting for everything. of course the victim was my bie. =)) his money and his energy are draining off like water but i dont care. haha. i want the satisfaction. ngehee. bukan selalu okayy, bagila can. =) so thanx ye bie for the early birthday presents. ilysm. =)

smooches~

grrrrr

will u understand the feeling of having too much workloads until u become numb, not knowing which one u should give the most priority. because all the works are the freaking ticket for u to pass ur international bloody programme. can u understand that?? if yes thank you very much.

smooches~

200th

yes i've written my 200th post before and its true that i've deleted it.

im still a malay. i cant afford to break other ppl's heart intentionally. not like some ppl. its devastating to have these type of ppl around u.

the thing is, even i've deleted the post, the point still hit home. i still HATE ppl who are taking advantage on me. using me for their own good to escape some responsibilities. i truly despise these ppl. seriously. but im not showing it. because we're all malays, who cant afford to break and to be broken.

this thing has been bugging me like crazy. it constantly bombards my mind, not allowing me to just forgive and forget.

just dont make me become all bitchy.

smooches~

silap besar

its a BIG BIG mistake for coming home this weekend.

1. upcoming wednesday got chemistry test. and i havent study even a sentence of organic chemistry. this chapter is a bit difficult for me to fathom.
2. my ee is untouched. still sacred from any changes. and due date is 19th. im a dead meat.
3. oral bm is not around the corner, its already there in front of my bloody eyes. and my bm notes are everywhere, unorganized.
4. i have 6 pending physics lab reports that have to be completed together with all those stupid and ugly graphs.
5. this weekend my mom have sooo many weddings and open houses that need to be attended to. FAT FANA FAT!
6. i've got my new haircut and my mom doesn't like it bcoz its very very short. and she is grumbling nonstop. i love it, mind u. i prefer short healthy hair rather than a long damaged hair.

sengsaralah i balek kolej nnt.

smooches~

hari ini dalam sejarah

i screwed up my biology test. the homeostasis and excretion one. it sucks so bad that i want to slap myself for being so numb and stupid during the test. everything went wrong. i cant relate the questions with what i've read. the handwriting was like the ugliest of all the tests that i've gone through. gosh im so scared. now i feel super duper guilty for breaking my teacher's heart.

and the Qs were damn hard. everything have to be explained. EXPLAIN THIS. EXPLAIN THAT. grrr. u see, im a nocturnal person, so my brain was not functioning very well this evening. huh lame excuse LAME. and everyone else's expressions were like "omg senang hell quiz tadi, aku hantar awal gile, before 4.30 aku dah hantar". shoot. im still writing when tcer jue announced that the time remaining is only 1 minute. 1 bloody minute and im still thinking on what to hentam. seriously, majority of my answers are based on logical thinking, not biology-based. T_T.

okayy at least the essay Qs were pretty easy except for the fugly kidney that i've drew. i hate it when everybody submitted their test papers earlier than me when the Qs were busy choking and strangling me until im short of breath yet im still struggling to answer the Qs. if the Qs are easy then its fine with me.

so there's no one to blame. blame myself. yes padan muka aku.

smooches~

bertaubat

i will NEVER EVER drink chinese tea again for the rest of my life.

NEVER!!

smooches~

saya sgt jeles dgn mereka ini

sebab ape?? sebab diorg share birthday date yg sama. awwww how sweet is that?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK DAN ABAH!!

semoga mak n abah dipanjangkan umur and dimurahkan rezeki and bahagia selalu and sayang kitorg selalu and tambah duit belanja selalu ngahaa wtf anak tak senonoh perangai =P

sayang mak abah sangat2. u both rock my world. =))

as u can see in the picture above, their difference in height is like langit and bumi =PP hoho. tapi maintain romantik and bahagia. i want to be like them. =) *sheepish grin*

naseb bek mggu ni balek umah, abah msti bwk mak g celebrate, woohooo boleh menyibok skali hohoho.

smooches~

jolly

dulu2 masa kat mrsm n skrg pn kat ds mcs yg susunan kerusinye sungguh menguji kerampingan badan dan ur butt, hari jumaat punye menu lunch is my all-time faveret sebab makan nasi kaler kuning or oren bersame2 lauk ayam masak merah and dalca.

and selalunya menu ni comes together with papadom which i dont really like sebab oily gila pastu keras selalu tercucuk kat lelangit i. saket tau tak.

walaupun papadom ni rupenye mcm kopok bika yg sedap n pedas2 manje gitu yg i selalu makan before pegi sekolah agame mase kecik2 dulu, tapi sebenanye papadom ni takde rase pape pn. so dulu kat langkawi i jarang2 sgt amek papadom ni. kalau amek pun bagi kat orang.

actually ape yg i nak crite in this entri xde kaitan lgsung dgn ape yg diceritekan di atas. mmg gedik. i tau.

go and watch this movie ppl. hilarious gila2.

the movie is just about the great love of a papa towards his daughter. simple je kan original idea dy but very beautifully told.

que haidar a.k.a wajib tayang sgtlah cute dlm crite ni n his character yg eccentric sangatlah kelakar okayy mmg gelak tak ingat dunia tadi. harun salim bachik pun same gak. tapi scha belakon jadi pompuan jahat mcm pelik cket but nevermind, the movie was still awesome. =)

and crite ni jgk tibe2 membuatkan nafsu i nak mkn papadom membuak2 sebab papadom dy sangat bulat n besar boleh kira berape circumference dy. pastu siap simpan dalam balang kace lagi. sungguh eksklusif.

malas gile nak cter panjang lebar kat cni so u all sile pegi tgk sendiri ye. tak mahal pun. kat terminal 1 harge tiket dy 6 bux je tau. supportla filem malaysia. =)

ps; my nenek masuk hospital sebab accident jatuh motor and will be operated this monday/tuesday. doakan my nenek ya ppl.

smooches~