lately kat Instagram ramai yg upload gambar few years back pastu boh hashtag #throwback. saye sesugguhnye agak lembap bab ingat-mengingat kembali ape yg sy dh buat few years back, even last year punya events. just a few of really significant events je yg i truly remember.
so let me try to refresh some memories here.
my biggest regrets of 2012:
- early 2012, i caused my relationship with le bf dilanda ombak badai ranjau onak duri bagai because my heart wavered. it was 100% my fault, but le bf being so kind and forgiving, he forgave me without any condition and told me to learn from my mistakes and forget everything that had happened because he wants to erase that painful phase from his memories. :( this fella loves me so much laaa hihihi i'm truly grateful for that and i swore in front of him that i'll be a good girl and only look at him except those handsome korean guys that i'll never get. he was okay with that bcoz he too was obsessing over SNSD. ;p
- i left Manipal for good around August, and this was when i made a very stupid decision to throw away all my precious hand-written notes for all 4 subjects of second year. T___T i love my notes so much i don't have any idea why i threw them away in the first place sobsssss. i even left my first year's textbooks there. now everytime my lecturers ask us Qs about subjects that we've learnt during pre-clinical years i feel like slapping myself for committing this grave mistake.
sweet moments of 2012 (that i remember):
- i went for a Singapore trip in February with my friends!! seriously, USS was awesome! i want to got there again, but maybe after few years with family or husband. :p harharhar.
- back in Malaysia for good!! :D mak cakap she was really happy, now she can sleep peacefully. poor mak, dahla anak dy ni suka bawak skuter laju2 kat Manipal hehe kalau dy nampak mau gugur jantung.
-getting distinction in all 4 subjects i'm taking. this meant a lot to me, after the disappointment of not getting it during my first year. i thought i wouldn't make it through bcoz my Pharmacology distinction viva sucked big time that i already lose hope but Alhamdullilah, ada lagi rezeki.
hmm..thats all yg mampu ingat for now. the 2 regrets that i mentioned above, i'm still regretting it to this very moment. well, at least i've learn my lesson.
2013 ni dh dispoilkan dgn kemalasan tahap dewa nak study for block 2 exam. tsk tsk.