Saturday, January 30, 2010

jangan sedih


my broadband dah meninggal. so i dalam proses berkabung. hidup dalam kepompong kegelapan. pilu hati i tak terkata rasanya.

mungkin ini satu petanda.

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bahawa i harus kembali concentrate kepada buku seperti masa sem 1 dan 2.

selamat tinggal broadbandku.

peminat2ku, bak kata title entri, jangan bersedih. i pasti akan membuat comeback.


p/s : i'm done with TOK and EE!!

smooches~

Thursday, January 28, 2010

hari ini hari malas



broadband sekarang semakin nakal. susah hell nak connect 3G. pastu buat aku badmood. pastu buat aku malas nak buat note bio. pastu badan aku pun penat petang tadi ikut junior dancerobic.

oh junior ade buat baju kelab dancerobic sendiri. CLAP CLAP!

tapi kak ina dah tak se-rock dulu. semua lagu dia lagu promote 1 Malaysia. apakah? hilang mood nak menari2. semua inspirasi untuk meliuk lentuk hilang begitu saja. siap ade lagu rakan muda lagi =_=''. pastu asek2 senam seni yg lagu orang iban tu je. T_T lagu selamat pagi sayang and cinta pun dah takde. SOBS.

ok takpe, aku tak kisah. asal kita happy. (?)

memang aku happy sebab sports clinic tu batal. so tak risau kene korban masa tido petang. dunia memang indah, aku tau.

so sebab hari ni hari malas, marilah kita mencuci mata dengan melihat bf baru i. bie pun rela dimadukan dgn dia ni. baik kan bie?

kaulah inspirasi ku untuk memakai celak.



atau mugkin bie terlalu yakin yang aku takkan dapat dia. =_=''

smooches~

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

hot


tiba2 rase mamat tribal ni macam HOT plak. =_=''

smooches~

Monday, January 25, 2010

jeles lagi


tadi bace blog muni, melihat bagaimana setianya dia kat crunch and the way she expresses her love towards him sgtlaaaa touching. they have their own definition of romantic. so membuat i berazam untuk menjadi gf yg lebih baik utk bie =)

eh muni takpe kan aku cakap mcmni? aku suke gile kot tgk korg berdua *mata bersinar-sinar*

pastu bace blog kina, dy pulak nak fly dah in 2 weeks time, same ngan nadia G, radhwa, rahael and semua2 budak medic taylors la. gila jeles tgk dy jalan merate2 sampai seremban pn dtg. mentang2 kau takde TOK essay and EE nak disiapkan kina, kemain suke hati kau. pastu siap beli macbook yg aku dah lame idam2kan. T_T

takpela, kau budak hebat, TER pun 98.68. betul kan? *aku ni tak tentu fly lagi. SOBS*



tapi seronokla dpt tumpang gembira utk kawan2. =DD

smooches~

penatlah minggu ni. macam2 keje ade. rase mcm nak bertobat tak nak whine psal keje dah tapi kan aku melayu kot. melayu mane sah kalau tak whine kan. ingatkan nak bertobat taknak kutuk bangsa sendiri dah tapi aku melayu kot. melayu tak sah kalau tak kutuk orang lain. T_T

my biological clock dgn bie punye mmg tak masuk la. dy jenis bangun awal, tak tido petang and tido malam awal and i'm the total opposite. i lagi suka berjage malam sebab rase fresh. (?)

rase malas nak blaja sebab esok S2 meaning balek 2.20 meaning makan lambat meaning perut akan bunyi KRUK KRUK kuat gile dalam kelas meaning aku takleh concentrate meaning OK STOP.

room8 semua pun tido awal join bie tggl i sorg2. =( oh mcdee nak ade symptom2 demam. get well soon baby!! sorry la kalau virus demam tu dtg from aku. kita kan sehati sejiwa. hee. =)

oklah, goodnyte chinky winky.

smooches~

Saturday, January 23, 2010

i need money



sebab selalu sgt usha blog diana rikasari, and selalu sgt tgk dia pkai flat from wondershoe tu, sooooooo besarlah harapan i untuk memiliki sepasang kasut flat juga. and i want a studded one.

mak, nak duit, nak beli kasut baru.

ok apsal semua pun kaler hitam ni?


money come to mama!

smooches~

Friday, January 22, 2010

tiring weekend



went to JJ to watch the tooth fairy and to satisfy our cravings for Johnny's. aku penat, so malas gila nak cerita. let the pictures entertain you guys this time. =)

VAIN ALERT!!



aww. aku mmg suka manja2 ngan rum8 aku.

*drama queen*

innocent girl *puke* FINE

Johnny's =D


the typical camwhore-in-front-of-the-mirror-and-act like-u're-damn-cute. well, life sure is boring. just bear with it.

aku dah warn tadi kan. mmg vain gila.

dessert for the day =)


found my dream shoes and cardi but aint got fulus. T_T

btw, the tooth fairy was nice. a kinda relaxing muvie to watch. but the storyline is pretty much predictable. we love the rock's wide smile very much , dont we mcdee?? =)

tomorrow is a pain in the arse. got mountains of assignments waiting.

smooches~

perasaan itu datang lagi



perasaan di mana hati gundah gulana dan palaotak menjadi bingung sebab kerja terlampau byk tapi tak tau nak start yg mana satu dulu.

tak sabar nak duduk goyang kaki gosip sampai lebam mulut.

smooches~

Thursday, January 21, 2010

happy

i'm very happy when i meet someone who has the same perangai tak senonoh as i am. =))

smooches~

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

keciwa


sebelum ni setiap kali kawan2 ajak aku derma darah, aku selalu menolak dgn alasan aku masih tidak bersedia. ape yg aku tak bersedia, aku pun tak tau. lainla kalau tak bersedia nak kawen sebab still tak pandai masak pastu takut nak jage baby pastu takut ngan mak mertua yg garang ok merepek.

tapi semalam pintu, tingkap, terowong hati aku dah terbukak nak derma darah. dah semangat bebenor ni. berkobar2 sampai sanggup korbankan tido petang. hanya rakan2 seperjuangan yg rapat tahu betape vitalnya tido petang bagi aku.

sampai kat dewan, first kene timbang berat. berat aku dah turun. HOHO. pastu check jenis darah. dah 20 tahun aku hidup, ni first time aku tau yg aku ni darah AB, macam darah mak. senang kalau eksiden dah nazak nak mampus sape2 pun boleh derma darah kat aku. eunhyuk pun boleh.

tapi bile g kaunter berikutnya doktor cina yg comel itu tanya soalan bermacam2 yg sangat buat i malu2 kucing bila jawab. macam "penah hamil ke?" rase mcm nak je jawab "teringin jugak nak rase pregnant tapi mak saye tak bagi kawen awal." yg paling takleh blah, " anda penah buat sex ngan prostitute??" oh sungguh terhina rasenye.

malangnye, oleh sebab aku baru sembug dari demam n baru je consume paracetamol 2 hari lepas, so aku digagalkan. tapi sebab paling utama ialah sebab aku ade low blood pressure. 90/60 mm Hg. tapi aku mmg dah suspek sebab aku mmg ade penyakit ni sejak azali lagi, aku dapat dari mak aku. terima kasih mak, pasni kak long takyah susah2 g derma darah.

tapi kan ade seorang ni (yes mcdee i'm talking about u) ade high blood pressure macam orang tua. walaupun raut wajahnya mengesahkan kenyataan itu, namun oleh sebab die kawan aku, aku tak percaya semua itu. namun semuanya sudah disahkan. mcdee, terimalah suratan takdir. jangan risau, kasih sayangku padamu tak akan berubah. HAHA.




macam mcdee cakap, nak derma darah ni bukan hati je kene mulia.

smooches~

Sunday, January 17, 2010

great weekend



its been 3 months since i last met bie. he'd been rejecting my request for a date for about 3 to 4 times before. i've been missing him so badly, but he still didnt want to meet me. grrrrr. memang nak kene sekeh free ngan aku.

i was so nervous to meet him, as if that day was our first date. i couldnt concentrate in class. my heart was beating and pounding and thumping and whatsoever. its like gilaaa takutnyaaaaa weyyy nak jumpa bf sendiriiiii!!!

i was so nervous that i fell sick on saturday. my head was super heavy plus dizzy and my runny nose couldnt stop running (?). the fever and the flu came out of nowhere. someone must have been spreading the influenza virus in the ktm.

bcoz of my fever and severe headache, we went to times sq for about 2 hours only and i've buy nothing despite i was so attached to this one studded top. sobs sobs. then we headed home bcoz i couldnt stand straight anymore and bie have to carry all my bags. aww ksiannya my boyfie.

bie, u poor thing. habis berjangkit my flu kat bie. so sorryyy =( thanks sebab jaga i, belikan ubat, suap makan semua2 laaaa. such a caring guy u are =) (sile kembang hidung skrg)

bcoz i can barely walk, we spent our weekend talking about our future. i mean our professions in the future lah. he as a doctor and i as a dentist. we talked about how we wanted to make our parent live well and be proud of us. and then on how to get rich and buy a big house together with a big car. for all day long we shared our passions and dreams together so hopefully all our dreams come true. =))

he'll leave me in 2 months time. =( i must survive for 6 months before i can meet him again. luckily he goes to india, so we wont be far apart then. =) but i'm uber excited to help him packing and to accompany him shopping. which means i have to go to his house and that means i have to meet the whole family of his. tsk. takutnyaaa.

the message he left for me on my laptop's desktop. siapa yg lazy bum haa?? salah orangla gemok!

these are the keychains we've bought for his nieces, nana and nurul. =) so cute kan? siap ade bau roti lagi. rase cam nak makan je.

oh btw, i pegi kedai yg jual barang2 artis k-pop tu, tapi notebook super junior dah habis. =((


i miss him already.

p/s : flu tlgla cepat hilang, aku taknak nnt org IBO gelak terkekeh2 dgr suara sengau aku mase oral english. tsk.

smooches~

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

ape kes?


i'm in semester 4. dulu2 berangan sem 4 dah tak bz, boleh concentrate on study je and duduk goyang kaki baca buku mcm budak A level.

but when reality strikes, it hurts. ITU SEMUA DUSTA BELAKA. T_T

- folio bm - $%&^$^%$^%^&*(*@
- folio agama - naseb bek kerja group
- tok essay - first draft tgh check. i have eagles in my stomach.-->sazzy cakap
- EE - tomorrow got meeting with tcer Jue.
- oral english - title already have. points cam haram takda lagi.
- IA - almost complete.
- math matrices - row reduction apakah susah nak mampus.
- chemistry redox rxn - dah tak ingat belajar ape ms f5, so rase cam bebal gila.
- biology microbes - not my cup of tea
- physics eye and sight - mengubat hati yg tak dapat buat option E for bio. tp still cam susah.
- bm - sinopsis trem tak siap lagi. tak baca satu habuk pun lagi sebenanye,
- bi - relax je. tapi tak suka buat essay.
- CAS - action NOT-COMPLETED! WTH. another 20 hours.


p/s : looking forward for the weekend. =D

smooches~

Saturday, January 9, 2010

i love u DS




this is what i ate this evening.

the hot red tu is ayam masak merah which tak payah aku cakap pun makcik DS dah tau nak pilih part dada yg aku suke. awww sungguh indah telepathy kami.

yg udang sotong segale tu is tomyam. bayangkan, dah makan ayam masak merah pun dy bagi tomyam lagi. heaven.

sayur pulak kobis masak kicap yg boleh cedok sendiri so aku cedok satu senduk penuh.

sile perasan nasi saye sedikit di situ. agak menyesal juga amek sikit.

epal juga sungguh rangup dan manis.

i was sooo happy that i've not missing my home for this whole week.

thank u DS!! make sure u maintain. kalau tak kau memang akan jadi bahan kutukan aku seumur
hidup.


p/s : 500 days of summer boring. overrated gila.


smooches~

Thursday, January 7, 2010

messy


class has started, and i kept on yawning throughout the period. especially the ones before recess. no matter how hard i tried to cover my mouth and keep it as closely tight as possible, i still have the puffy eyes and the fake smile plastered on my face whenever i made an eye contact with the teachers.

seriously i have to change. next week, okay next week. bagila can this week aku nak berlesyor-lesyor (?) dulu. nak habiskan crita coffee prince. senyap, jgn cakap aku ketinggalan.

alhamdullilah, my results were okay. enough to make my parents happy and myself satisfied with my own hard works. i must strive more to maintain the good results in final IB exams. God willing, i want to make my may to Oxford dental college in India. =))

smooches~

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010 (tajuk cliche)


2010 has started. i dont want to list my down my new year resolution bcoz apparently i dont have any. for me, resolution is done whenever i'm in the mood for a change or forced to change but now, i'm contented enough with my own life.

while everyone is busy drafting out their list of must-do and must-not-do in this new blessed year, i came up with a list of random trivia regarding myself; on how far have i known my own self, body and attitude for my 19 years of breathing. this might be the longest entry that i've ever written so pls bear with me. bagilan can, kan dah masuk tahun baru. say cheese! =D

1. my full name is Nurul Farhana Bt. Rosli. yes its NURUL not NUR fgs. dah ramai orang tersilap tulis nama i. grrr. but i only go with the "fana" nickname. no ana, hana, far (?) , or whatever. nurul is only for ppl that have known me since i was little, air liur pun meleleh2 lagi. btw, i hate it when ppl called me by my full name. nurul farhana, farhana like that. sebabnye mase i kecik2 my parents will only called me by my full name whenever they were angry with me. so thats why. it is concrete enough? fine fine " ade aku kisah name kau?" FINE.

2. i never solve a sudoku. not even once. i tried once and it took me 3 weeks to completely gave up on the stupid 81 small square boxes. what more a rubic cube kan.

3. i still sign in Youtube using my ex-boyfie accounts.

4. mase i kecik2 dulu, everytime i terjage bile azan subuh i will kick out my blanket sebab ade orang cakap mase azan subuh nanti selimut jadi kulit babi. takut weh.

5. i cry over the slightest sad thing. i got moved over the littlest thing also. sensitip tak bertempat. tak caya tanye kappa, i tgk my eunhyuk nanges dlm EHB pun i dah meleleh2 tersedu sedan.

6. i dont know how to take a very good care of my belongings, even the expensive ones. my HP pun i maen campak merate and dah berjuta kali jatuh katil sebab tula dy nazak mcm sekarang. merajuk kot? laptop pun dah jahanam, i even kicked my laptop out of my bed sebab i rase dy menyemak je i nak tido atas katil.

7. i hate to watch an old war-based movie, macam cerita perang zaman cina dulu2, bcoz i dont have the gut to watch all the horses, the elephants or even the cows (if any) being killed and injured and bleed profusely. ksiannyaaa. orang2 nak mampus aku tak peduli. sapa suruh diorg perang.

8. i'm a frigging bitch whenever i'm in a very bad mood and i can be badmood in the blink of an eye. memang tak senonoh i tau.

9. i love sharing stories with my friends but the problem is that i always forgot whether i have told stories to my friends or not. so i tend to tell them the same story again and again. seriously i really have a very short-term memory regarding this. i know this sorts of annoy ppl but i really2 forgot about it. so next time, pls do tell me. dont ever hesitate. =)

10. my dad is a professional scuba diving trainer, my bro is already in his steps of getting a "pangkat emas" is his swimming class, hijjaz will start on his swimming class next year and my mum knew how to swim since she was 7. but me?? berenang katak pun aku tak reti! wuwuwuwu i'm the black sheep of the family. T__T

11. i'm not into guys with 6-pax. macam kotak.

12. i cant study without music. and the music must be on the maximum volume bcoz i'm easily distracted by my surroundings. so who invented the saying ppl cant do two things at the same time"? SAPA? SAPA? CEPAT MENGAKU!

13. i've watched kungfu panda for 15 times. 12 on my lappy, 3 on HBO with malay version sebab tgk ngan hijjaz. oh i baru tau rupenye the monkey is voiced by jackie chan. HAHA.

14. i dont like seafood macam ketam and udang galah sebab ayam lagi sedap.
tapi kerang n lala i makan.

15. i prefer staying up late rather than waking up early.

16. i swear a lot. seriously A LOT. not swear as in berjanji, it more to curse. bcoz when i cursed, i feel satisfied and it can reduce A LIL BIT of my anger. sumpah tak senonoh punye budak.

17. i supposed to go to PLKN but i didnt bcoz of my asthma. actually the doctor only ticked for a penangguhan but PLKN ppl told me not to go at all. heh takut aku matila tu. but yeay me as i can continue with my driving lessons.

18. i believe in love at first sight although i never experience it.

19. i have a bantal busuk that was already with me since i was in f1. and i penah tak basuh bantal tu for 5 years baby. my roomates in langkawi didnt even dare to touch it. so i used it as my weapon whenever they teased me. haha old time.

20. i always the last person when it comes to ordering food in the restaurant that i'm not used to. especially if the menu has the food's picture on it. sungguh confuse nak pilih. and i always end up regretting what i've ordered.

21. i'm not the type of person who like to venture out new things. simplest e.g : if i used to eat nasi goreng tomyam at a certain restaurant, i will never gatai2 ordered other food. play safe orang potih cakap.

22. i hate spinach. i wonder why popeye likes it very much.

23. i cannot roll my tongue. dulu masa kat 502, only me and DJ yg takleh roll. kan DJ kan? ohh sungguh inferior. dont blame me. blame the genes.

24. i dont know how to cook nasi goreng.

25. i laugh thunderously. but i'm trying hard in controlling it for the time being.

26. i sucks in math and any other practical training. mase kat langkawi dulu i scored well in chemistry exams, but in chemistry lab i was nothing. not even once my experiments were a success. the worst was exp. bio - experiment rate of transpiration ke ape ntah, when i and dj were trying to put the pokok into the rubber tube pastu nak masukkan air. punyela susah mak datuk dgn vaseline bende merah melekit2 pulak tu cikgu wahida tgh tgk dy geleng2 kepale je T__T. sedih gilaaa. haha good old times lagi.

27. aku paling benci bila ada orang sakitkan kawan2 aku. aku benci paham?

28. i'm a very stubborn and judgmental person. and i'm trying to change myself regarding that.

29. i dont like the feeling of being used and manipulated for someone's own good.

30. i'm a stingy person, i know it very well. but i'm like that for a reason. i appreciate my own hardworks more than anyTHING else. my notebooks are my second boyfriends.



thats all for now. i should expose no more about myself. let the rest become something that i can cherish for next year.

so have u get to know yourself as well?

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. may all of us have a great future ahead of us =)

smooches~