a week from now

so a week from now is my first block exam in third year. so not ready, i still feel lost on what i've been learning for the past 2 and a half months.

seems like i am lacking passion while pursuing dentistry. 2 tahun kat India masih tak mampu untuk buat saye betul2 minat dentistry. yes it was fun but  saye still pandang my homeworks/assignments/lab works as burdens. not something enjoyable. maybe stress mengaburi segalanya. masa buat rasa syok tp bila ade keje lebih mulela rase tak best.

u know i really envy my bf. eventho he started late, but finally he found something he really loves (which is math boooooo nerd!) and he really enjoyed semua assignments dy despite they were stressful. this fella is willing to not to go back during long holiday to study. gila nerd baqheang! tapi saye? rasenye complaint je yg asek keluar drp mulut saye yg ade chronic gingivitis ni T__T

ahh mesti rajenkan diri p daftar diri utk p treatment scaling ngan senior. letih tengok asek berdarah gusi time berus gigi.

anyway, sekarang tgh cuba menanam passion utk dentistry. sy berusaha keras untuk tidak mementingkan tido drp lab prostho T__T tapi aritu dh fail sedap aku bantai tido sampai kui 6. hadoiii. acano kalau dh start keje nanti oii. risau aku risauuuu~

btw exam kat sini takde gap n petang still ade kelas / postings cam besa. huwauuu haruslah membiasakan diri. takleh dh nk study last minute berjaga sepnjg malam sobs

salam.