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Finally, the week is over.

Feels so good to lie down on my bed after finishing my work in the lab and clinic. Just golek2 here and there for hours without having to force myself to get up for futsal or dance practice until midnight. Tapi aku sangat enjoy kedua2nya. Bila ada minat, tak rasa terbeban sgt nak datang practice tu.

So many emotional turmoils and resentments i felt in my heart these past few weeks. Of course, perasaan aku sahaja yg mungkin oversensitip padahal tak ada apa2 sangat pun. Its my own problem yang tak berapa nak reti in dealing with other ppl's attitude. Tambah bila teman bercerita tengah busy nak exam so takboleh nak kacau tiba2 buat lawatan mengejut ke Shah Alam. So for the first time, i took my car keys and went for a drive at night just because i feel so stuffy and suffocated from burying so many feelings and words inside of me. Tapi bahaya actually sebabnya aku tak fokus time drive.

I miss my family, especially mak. balik haritu tak dan sembang gossip lama2 sbb sibuk dgn wedding kawan. Now depa suma tgh syok bercuti tinggai aku sorg2. I miss my bf too. So much. Cepatlaa New Year datang. Weekend kt kolej tak best sebenarnya. Nasibla aku tgh byk kerja skrg. Buku pn dh lama tak pegang. I just need my cakes tomorrow then i think i'll be fine. :D