independent

this has been a tough week. alhamdullilah i've made it through, syukur for the strength that Allah has given me and of course a gazzilion thanks to my friends who are always by my side, helping and cheering me up.

first, i'll be staying in International Hostel starting tomorrow. one person per room. i've been living in hostel for 8 years but this is the first time i'll be staying alone. luckily dawa, myra n farah are living next door so there's nothing to be worried about. except for the elevator. hope it will be all okay when we shift there tomorrow morning. kalau tak jenuh den nak angkat beg berat sampai 6th floor.

the room itself? fantastic wa cakap lu! first time seeing a hostel room very much similar to a real hotel room! the furniture are wallahhhh! marvelous! i suka! but no TV la. who needs TV anyway when all our favourite shows can be streamed online? booyah. but it will surely menebuk a very big hole in your pocket cause it costs 100 000 rupees or approximately RM8500 per year. imagine paying that amount in one go. for student who's on a scholarship like me ni bukan takat tebuk lubang kat poket, ni poket tu hilang terus ditelan Manipal.

the view from my window is somehow errr architectural? because basically this international hostel is not completely built yet. WHAT? yes you heard me. i didn't have the gut to tell my mum about this cause she'll be resah-gelisah if she knows her one and only daughter is staying in a 3/4 built building where you can hear the drilling sound all day long. tapi mana nak cari pengalaman macam ni, hidup style india beb! almost all building here were built halfway to accomodate some ppl, then they'll sambung the construction like nobody's business. tahan jela bunyi bising orang gerudi sana sini. layan jela kan.

one thing that i don't like about moving is the packing part. so tedious and time+energy consuming. but thanks to najaa, i've done the packing part successfully. *flip hair* now what's left is the unpacking part which i love the most! i love re-arranging things according to my own preferences. but only when the mood is there la. memang takla aku nak mengemas 24 jam kan.

the next problem is internet connection. this time thanks to aien and whoever junior that recommended me the MTS broadband. not badla, modem pun cun teehee. but i'm gonna use it for 2 months only then i'm going to sell it to juniors who's moving into the hostel this September. now me n Myra have to go to BSNL to terminate our current connection and hopefully we don't have to face those 2 annoying old people. i'm not being rude, but to me all Manipal ppl are very nice except for those 2. grrr.

transport is settled, all thanks to our buchou (scooty's name) and the booking for our new apartment is also done. but MSP is still not over yet. i really want to break up with this project thing asap. serius penat. the only good part of this project is that when ppl talk about dental caries, at least i can understand a tad bit. well thats more than enough for me. we'll learn it in Year 2 anyway.

wow banyaknya aku membebel kali ni. i just need to get it out of my chest. seriously its tiring for me. i know, ni baru sikit, kena belajar jadi independent. sampai bila nak bergantung kat mak kan? that's what i'm doing right now. going through all this made me realized how unready i am for commitment other than to myself. i need to learn to properly manage my life first before i interfere with other ppl's life.

that's all for now. have a nice weekend everyone! cause i won't. T_T

smooches~