di manakah ku

yesterday tman my mum g bli new dining table.

after sume urusan dah settle, si cine tu nak tulis resit. so he asked for our address. "u duduk taman mane ah??''

mum stared ad me, her forehead frowned. i looked back at her, my mouth yawned.

we juz realize that our new house doesnt hav a specific address. usually ble org tanye juz jwb--ala, dkat area tanah lot yg bru bkk tuh, cari rumah kaler oren wif pagar batu keliling.

my house in the only house yg bwat pagar batu keliling rumah. sungguh arrogant.

the new housing area tu xde name taman, name lorong, even no. rumah. pathetic sgguh. ntah2 kerajaan perak xtaw pn tmpt tu exist.

n fyi, the area dun even hav talian tm. so xle nk gune telefon rumah. my dad bought a new hp to be our new talipon rumah.

nk streamyx pn xleh. my dad curi2 bwk blek broadband office dy. hahaha.

so where on earth am i exactly.

smooches~

wahaha!

i know twilight is already outdated, but nak gak bwat the quiz.heheh.

Your Result
Bella Swan

You are Bella Swan, the apple of Edward's eye. You are very private, clumsy, sweet, and funny. You have a wonderful ability to accept people (or mythical creatures) for what they are. You have an amazing capacity to love, even though you can be too hard on yourself.

Get the point??muahaha.

smooches~

berserk

saye rindu kamu!!!!!!!!!!!

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms,

numberless times,in life after life,

in age after age forever.

How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics

so important a biological phenomenon as my love?

i carry your heart with me,i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it.

this post is spesel for u, bie. =)

ape kata2 aluan dlm bhse pnjajah?

tonyte sgt tensen. deadline asgnment abah dah dkat. 2nd jan. so dy mngerah me n my mum to finish up his omwork.

n tonyte's asgnment is : minutes of meeting a.k.a minit mesyuarat.

i dun hav any experience on writing a minit mesyuarat. so my mum will tell me what to write in bm version, n i hav to translate it to english.

mum : pertama skali,kata2 aluan drp pengerusi. ok, translate cpt.
me : mm..kata2 aluan dlm english ape?
mum : mane mak taw, checkla dlm kamus.
me : jap2.

damn. i know the word, tp xsampai ke dlm otak. jenuh pk smpai berkerut2 dahi.tp xle gak. u all pn musti pnah experience moment camni kan?

one more thing,susah ble gune digital dictionary nih. laen yg ak tulis, laen yg kuar.

ayat 1st dah stuck. crap.

amek phone, called zatiey.

me : syg, kata2 aluan dlm english ape?
zati : (dgn pntsnye) acknowledgement!!
me : eh, tu bkn ke mksd dy pghargaan?
zati : btul jgk kan. bkn2. ape ek...

second talian hayat, myra mamai.

myra : halu?
me : halu. weh, ape kate2 aluan dlm english?(pnuh mgharap)
myra : err....er....er......................
me : ape er er?
myra : sat la aku ngah pk..ntah xtawla.

sudahnye bwat ayat bdak tadika.haha. lantaklah. asgnment abah je pun. hoho.

while me n my mum mengerah keringat menyiapkan this work, my dad sdap membute dlm bilik. his snores bole dgr sampai luar. sabo jelah.

emm. tp my heart still dissatisfied selagi blm tau the answer.ape kate2 aluan dlm english?anyone?

smooches~

excruciating

its already a year since i got a stupid pain in my mouth. ulcer.

now this ulcer sudah rindukan sye. saketlah.

go away!! back off!! shooh! shooh!

an implicit reminder for me. fana, kurangkan bercakap.

smooches~

saye sedar itu

im not the type yg reti mengulas2 psl current issues using blog or wutever medium that requires me to write.

but i can mengulas2 using my mouth. more effective. verbal communication is easier. no misunderstanding.

so when i read other blogs yg pandai or reti bwat bende2 mcmni, i felt astounded. n i envied them. oh oh.

but im not the type yg suke bce post yg pnjg lebar wif no paragraph at all. mcm nk himpit all the letters in one sentence.

im bored wif nowadays newspaper. first several pages all bout politics. i read the headlines only except the cases that interest me. part sports lg nyampah sbb liverpool asek mng n chelsea still rank no 2. blimey.

i dun know wut else to write. but if im talking, i dont know how to stop.

smooches~

selesai

proses perpindahan sudah selesai sumenye.

sgt penat. apathy.

my room bru 80% dikemas. ade 2 kotak lg.

n saye tkot tdo di bilik baru sye sorg2. sye tdo dgn lampu terpsg.

sye x smpat hangout ke mane2. sedihlah.

blog pn dah berkarat. pnatlah. xde pape yg menarik pun.

gila merapu. saje nk confide.

oh ya. sye jd hambe suruhan bwat asignment abah sye.

he's taking business and communication stdy kat kolej ape ntah.

tp dy bz coz cuti ni ramai org bwat jenayah. hampas.

jd sye yg xtaw pape psl business ni dipaksenye utk menaip asignment yg pnjg lebar.

sye bersabar. kerana dpt ongkosnya. sye perlukan fulus itu.

dan sye dah abis bce meniti senja. bosan. tkotnye jd orang tua. alienated.

sudahlah.

sye rindu bie. gatal.

smooches~

tok asignment accomplished

bru pas men boling tadik kat jusco. n i won!! wahaha. played with cuzen n mursyid. njoy2.

after dis kne bwk diorg tgk muvie cicakman plak. hentamlah. ade yusry!! hoho.

actually i sgguh baek ati bwk my bro n cuzen g hangout arini kerana 2 musabab :

• i dun hav any fren to hangout wif. its not that i dun hav any, juz diorg sume da msuk kolej blek. ni la mslahnye ble masuk kolej yg hols nye same ngan budak skola.
• i hav to accomplish my tok asignment.'do sumthg yg u xpnah bwat utk ur family'. paklan nya pasai, i sggup mgorbankan my own pocket money to treat these kids. sgguh mulia ati fana kan?

my other 2 tok missions pn dah accomplish! yiippee!!

bcoz i am very creative lg innovative, sye tlah bwat task2 itu dgn bgusnye.heehe.

• 'wash ur parents car'. uhh. kete abah sgt bsar. mls nk bsuh gune tgn. so yesterday, when it was raining cats n dogs, i drove my parents car. bwat alasan konon nk g kdai. pastu biar kete tu bwah hujan for a while. pastu ble jumpa lopak air bsar, sngaje langgar. basuh tayar. setel 1st task.huu. fana bijak!
• 'kiss ur parents on the forehead'. ni probs cket. so i took their pixx, large one, n kiss the pixx on the forehead. halal lah kan? paklan xckp pun kne kiss real person. kan3? setel 2nd task. huu. fana bijak kuase 2. wahaha.

n sye dah abis bce okonkwo!! myra, jgn jeles!! ngeheeee~

skrg ngah bce meniti senja. haram tebal. fana boleh!!

owh. sye di cc sbnanye. sgt saket hati sbb proses menaip slows down 3 kali ganda coz huruf2 kat keyboard sume da terpadam. ades. kne maen teke huruf2 ade kat mane. bodos. sengal. bengap.

oh2. muvie da nk stat. gtg.

smooches~

for froggy's satisfaction

1) The last person to tag you was?
nur izzati fadzil aka froggy aka alice. buwekk!

2) Your relationship with him/her
my closest friend, rum8ku yg busuk, my driver, my tourist guide, my geng kalo nk bwat jahat. muahaha.

3) Your 5 impressions towards him/her
-her sleeping style sgt flexible
-her dimples sgt adorable
-my spirit burner, my tear+secret pots. mekaceh syg
-SLOW. u know wut i mean dear.
-eccentric. ngeh3

4) The most memorable thing she/he has done for you
she wif my other 2 rum8s sorok my pillow ms mlm yg esoknye exam chemistry spm. haha. ade ke patut.

5) The most memorable word that she/he has said to you?
fana, u're the queen of the ant. yeah, u're right honey. fana kuat!

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you
telan pil tido 12 bijik.haha

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you
tarik rambut dy yg lawa itu smpai tercabut. gagaga.

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on
her sleeping style. trust me, dy tdo mgalahkan gymnas negare.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is
nil. she'll nvr become my enemy.

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her
shoping wif her n be her driver plak. haha

11. Overall impression towards him/her
she's cool, caring n doesnt care wut other ppl say bout her.

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about him/her?
unique kot.haha. seriously, u'll nvr fimd another her in this world.

13. Who is your ideal?~
haish. bp kali nk ckp. him.

14. What do you hate about yourself
again, my ugly hair.

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them?
i care n like u too!

16. 5 people to tag answer :
malaslah.

smooches~

twilight

ohh. lupelah nk crite. so gedik bwat post bru.

i'd watched twilight last week. at pavilion. seat dy sgt bestlah wey!!

for me, the book is much3 better.

xcept the muvie has Robert Pattinson (who plays Edward Cullen) in it. whoaa!! sgt cool lah beliau. n sgt adorable. hohoho. xley puji lbey2. nnt ade org jeles. =P but ade org ckp dy gay. isk3. muke dah hensem camtu boleh gay plak.

'how long hav u been 17?'

'a while..'

walawey!besh gle kalo bole maintain at the age of 17 for a while. sgt rindu kngn2 ms umur 17..

Dr. Carlisle Cullen is the real vampire. sgt pale n white. also cute. muahaha. fana gatal!!

sgt besh tgk the way alice baling bola when the whole family are palying baseball. mcm nak bersilat n her leg terangkat smpai atas. kagum2. (zati, im not talking bout u ye syg)

overall this muvie is not totally sucks. not badla. at first boring gle, rs cam nk kuar cinema tuh. but last2 tu bru ade thrill.

curently waiting for harry potter n half-blood prince.

~he's bringing pale back in trend~

smooches~

sorry kerana kepasifanku

yeah2.i know. blogku sudah berhabuk. bak kata zatilah.

xnak ckp psl exam lagik. sudey. disastrous. catastrophic. hancus. fullstop.

now im busy. moving in progress. sbuk packing cni sane. landslide kat bukit a/bangsa, aku yg sbuk pindah rumah.

n i juz realized that saye punye brg sgt byk!!!! bertimbun2. mak suruh buang half. xmo!! sob2. sume brg ade meaning yg tersendiri. oh fana, kamu sentimental rupenye.

oh ye, saye sudah lpas gian mkn piza!! walawey!

hee~piza sgt enak~

me wif pokok krismas yg terkene penyaket albino

notorious paklan. proof of his anti-ness towards science.

i miss my bff lah. lekaslah kamu dtg ke ipoh ya! kte hangout n i'll be ur driver. yiippee!!

this evening kne g cuci umah. haish. malaslah.

smooches~

the battle begins

the scary mary examination week begins tomorrow.

the eksposisi of the week are the malay A1 paper+english paper.

the plot continues with all the conflicts that are created by our IBC coordinator using different usage of techniques.

ranjau 1 : chemistry
ranjau 2 : agame+math (the toughest conflict ever)
ranjau 3 : biology (the klimaks)

luckily the peleraian is happy-ending. physics. dun be impressed. masuk chpter 1 je pun.

pray for me.

sgt nevez bcoz 1st tym answering exams in dis so-called IB system. takut still jwb cam spm.



abes exam nnt nk joli karok n muvie puas2. nk tgk twilight+bolt.

nk mkn pizza set large+nasi lemak daun pisang.

nk khatam all cecilia ahern's novels. dah eyeing for her novels set at mph aritu. 3 for 65bux!

oklah2. gtg.

smooches~

4-little-letters

note : dis post has nothing to do wif me.

i guess my briliant readers know what is the 4-little-letters.

seriously, tell me.

what will u do if the one u love wif all ur heart, who was once got crazy over u, who was once craved for u every single second, whom u thought had a heart generated wif love, whom u thought owned a soul filled wif grace, who once called u every nyte n coloured ur day, who once made u smile anytym,anywhere like a nuts,

suddenly doesnt want u anymore? leaving u without a reason? treating u like some kind of rubbish?

n the r/ship that u're in is on the rock, waiting to be perished.

its like ur r/ship is a sampan, on one hand u berie2 yg usahe nk gerakkan sampan tu smoothly. but on the other hand, ur partner wants the sampan to stop moving. sgt pathetic.

seriously, give me the truth.

*some ppl, especially when that r/ship were their 1st love, its hard for them to let go. they choose to endure all the hardships, the sadness, the sobering, the crying, n the sorrowness that will nvr end, while their broken hearts pray for miracles to happen, pray so that fate will brings their old lover to their feet n together they'll live happily even after.

*but to some ppl yg change partner like changing clothes, this brings no harm to them. they didnt care pun. oklah, myb ade effects but sgt minimal. golongan camni snang cket to let go n kalau berkabung pn it takes 2 to 3 days je.

*ppl yg once ble dah syg kat sumbody, he/she gives all her heart to his/her lover. kate laen sayang gle2 lah. this is the worst of all. its like when their lovers dumped them, its the end of the world. dah xgune lg hidup. apa artinya lagi kewujudanku di dunia ini. tu yg sampai ade nk commit suicide, terjun bgnnlah, telan racunla, gantung dirila, etc. sgt scary. i know the hurt is so deep n grievous, but bear wif it. be strong n remember ur circle of frens are still there for u.

even our minds are highly convinced wif false hopes, but our hearts know that he/she will nvr come back.

love disappears, suffering remains.

to put more grieves, he/she was the one yg berie2 nak kat u dulu, yg kononnye willing to sacrifice anything for u even his/her life.

come on lah. admit it. this is the truth. truth hurts sometyms.

i know talk is cheap, but trust me, i'd experienced it b4. juz u dont know which category i belonged to.

n yet im stil here, updating my very own blog, having a colourful n wonderful life with my loved ones.

stiap perkare ade hikmahnye. live ur life to the fullest ok?

note : this post is general. pls dont get offended.

smooches~

puas sudah

saye sudah puaskan ketagihan saye utk berkaraoke.

i karaoked 5 songs in a row. walawey. hebatlah kamu,fana!

i know, i know. thats not cool enuff. bcoz i pnah karaoke 15 songs in a row! wahaha. super duper hebatlah kamu, fana!

saye tahu saye hebat. senyaplah kamu.

p/s:post ini ditulis amidst of kesewelan si penulis blog. abaikan.

saye mahu karaoke lg. dan kamu akn jd mgsenye.

kamu yg ku sayang, kamu phm kan maksud saye?of cos kamu phm.kan?kan3? rindulah kat kamu.

p/s/s:post ini ditulis amidst of mabuk rindu si penulis kpd kekasih hatinye yg jauh di mate. abaikan.

berhentilah mgarut fana. ok. hands off.

nk g tdo.bye2.nunyte everyone on earth.

smooches~

lovely benzoic acid

yesterday ade catastrophic mood swings. sgt horibble.

after isyak, studied til 10.15. then mate rase kuyu n my brain didnt get enuff O2. called bie, suh dy kejut kul 11. sharp. set up alarm as a backup.

11 pm, alarm sang. snooze. sang again. snooze.

waited for bie's call, but nil. instead i was the one who called him. xangkat. konpem tido. but im not angry. serious. im used to his habit of sleeping early n left me alone in the middle of a gruesome nyte. =P

but then abruptly my mood changed its mode. tibe2 rase cam nk bunuh org. n my stomach longed for a maggi. g masak air gune heater. ble nk fit the heater into its i-dont-know-the name thingy, it didnt fit. i tried again. failed. tried wif a vengeance. still failed. so i screamed. loudly. my rum8 tkot, berselubung dlm selimut. n the heater fit. see, even heater scared of my loud scream.
i continued my study wif a satisfied heart.

first round. i chose maggy ruski tomyam. mr. ruski tomyam, u're the lucky number 1! i ate it wif my hand scribbled on chemistry handouts. totally out of mood for it.

abes mkn, my stomach ached for more. my mind demanded for sumthing that can destroy me slowly n gives me a long tym effects. okeyh miss stomach n miss mind, i got ur message. gud job madame neurones! whut shud i reward u..hmm.

second round. mrs mi sedaap perise asli, u're the lucky number two! i ate it wif my head banged along mcr songs. so relaxing. betul. xtipu.

i was totally under kungfu panda's influence. i eat when i upset. get it?

with my stomach fulfilled with maggi yg bercampur aduk rasenye, with a strong willed, with a pair of sleepy eyes, i continued my study.

after 2 minutes, the handouts instead studied me. sudahlah. white flag.

bukak lappy, watched kungfu panda. for the 11th tym. lawak siot. i still can laugh thunderously n smiled widely as i voluntarily strecthed my mouth towards my ears.

oh oh. kungfu panda saved the day. mood swings were not swinging anymore. yippee. bole tido ngan lenenye.

nex day, went to class to study dgn smgtnye. but first n foremost, read the paper. as i flipped thru the pages, i saw this scary headline.

' all types of mi contain benzoic acid.'

ohh. yesterday i just baham 2 types of mi maggi. crap.


smooches~

new tag

tagged by tia..trimas yep.

1. The last person to tag you was?
atikah idayu hj. ahmad a.k.a tia a.k.a master oogway. lol.

2. Your relationship with him/her?
old buddies

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
-cool
-selamber saje. men redah aje.
-edit pixxies sgt lawalah
-mate yg bundar.bulat lg seswai kot.=)
-a girl with a sharp thoughts n sharp words.

4. The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?
mm...aaa...mm..aaaa.....

5. The most memorable word that she/he has said to you?
happy besday dear..=) bdk bynun only her n aya yg wished. tenkius ye.

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you
commit suicide. =P

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you
blur saje. cannot foresee the reality that she's my foe.

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on
nothing. accept her as who she is.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is
she backstabbed me. god knows how i hate backstabbers.

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her
puji mate dy kecik.=P

11. Overall impression towards him/her is
kamu cool lah tia!! walahwey!

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about him/her?
she's rock

13. Who is your ideal?
him. my love. fullstop.

14. What do you hate about yourself?
my ugly hair. need new hairdo.

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them?
they're nicest creature ever created.

16. 5 people to tag answer :
-myra
-zati
-tia, kalau larat lg nak bwat tag ni. its an option for u keyh?
-tu jelah.

smooches~

mngarut

why i was prisoned in dis old mcs. duhh.

my frens hav already started their hangouts. w/out me. jeles2. mane bole! x acila diorg dah pas final exam. sdgkan me exam pn xstat lagik. huu. cpatla abis exam2 ni. smpai ble malaysia nk depends kpd sistem peperiksaan yg tidak berkesudahan ini?

oh lupe. sy bkn dlm sistem malaysie lg. im in the so-called IB system. world system. world la sgt. international baccalaurate. nk sebut pn berputar lidah. fana, stop whining la. xlarat dah dgr.

face it. nk ngadu kat parents pn dah agak dah jwpn diorg. "tula, dulu abah suh masuk UM kamu xnak..".

sudahlah. xnak pk dah. dah nk abes 1 sem pun. yet i stil grumble here n there about this mcs museum. bilela me nk time knyataan. i hav to spent my golden n precious teenage age in this place. trime shj.

but the best part is, cikgu2 kat cni sgt besh n cool! sonok blaja especeli bio n chemy. seriously, i xpnah tdo ms bio n chemy sbb ckgunye besh gle! nseb bek. aku mseh mmpu bertahan.

ahh. sudahlah. xabes2 mahu mgarut. ni la org melayu, xpandang dr sudut positif. tau nk kutuk je. nk komplen je. harge minyak turun pn dy bole kte govt nk pancing undi. double-duhh!

oklah. mau g mkn. dgr2 mkn ayam msk merah ari ni. wee~

smooches~

last minute decision

had a date today. at seremban 2, syurge membeli-belah anda. lol.

had a muvie today. selamat pagi cinta. sdeh!!!! i cried. bie laughed. jahat! org tgh emo sdeh2 dy leh gelak plak. da muvie was not bad for a malay muvie. storyline dy unique. all the scenes rupe2nye satu permulaan kpd a new love story.

had a gargantuan appetite today. b4 muvie ate mcd. after muvie ate fries+abc spesel+toasted twister+nasi grg tomyam+bihun tomyam. pastu perut pecah.

had a last minute decision today. ms hntar bie g ktm, tbe2 rase xnk berpisah. chekapit. trus bli another tiket to shah alam. pegi sehelai sepinggang. bile ktm dah gerak baru nyesal. cpat2 called mira, nk tumpang tido kt mais. nseb bek bole. relieved.

had a whole-day-xstudy-mode today. buku math xbwk. final exm lg 1 week je. sigh. nk bwat camne. xpe, pinjam buku bie. tu pun kalo ade kudrat lg nk study. tp dah taw 4 sure xstdy punye. xpe, nawaitu tu yg penting.

had a broke day today. duit dlm purse tggl 3 keping duit merah aje. bru draw duit thursday aritu. ape yg sudah ku beli? kene brjimat2 pasni. lauk ds is the only choice. ades.

ryte now, im in mcd sesyen 2 shah alm with my bie, updating this blog.

n exam final is around the selekoh. agame stu hari ngan math. shit.

esok kne qada' blek sumenye. tekadkan azam. again, nawaitu itu pnting.

smooches~

fear

bile melihat surroundings di mane rakan2 yg dikenali samade rapat atau tidak masing2 sudah tidak lagi berdue, kate laen: sudah break, sedangkan dulu mereka cukup bahagie, rase takut menyelubungi. sy tidak mahu begitu. tp kini kerap juge bergaduh. tidak suke begitu. kene lebih bertolak ansur. jgn pentingkan ego. ego tidak membawa kamu ke mane2. ingat itu. tp skali sekale mahu juge menang. mane bole asek sye kalah. asek saye mngalah. dy juge perlu tahu itu. dgn satu care, musyawarah. bkn, perkataan itu tidak seswai. mm,berbincang in person. ok. luahkan elok2. jgn ikut emosi sgt. jgn tggi suare. berdiplomasi. usage of language sgt penting. respect each other. jgn lafazkan prkataan yg akan myaketkan ati pihak lain. mahu hubungan kekal lame, perlu berkorban skit. bkn, berkorban byk. demi kebahagiaan bersame. avoid gadoh for more than a day. setelkan cpat2. sentiase ingat itu.

while writing dis post, tringat lgu under pressure by mcr ft the used :

"Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our ways
Of caring about ourselves"

see, we need to change ourselves for our beloved one. or else, sesuatu r/ship tu xkan mnjadi. kalo jadi pun, mst slalu fight. unless u dpt gf/bf yg super duper understanding n sggup beralah with u all the tym. tp susahlah nk cari org mcmtu.

dis post is a reminder for myself. not for anyone else. not for insulting anybody. but if it does benefit u, go on. no need to thank me. =P

for bie, its all in our hands. we know each other so deep. =)

smooches~

current addictions

im in for indie songs ryte now. sgt cool. repeated redundantly in my head. sgt addictive. xlengkap hariku kalo xdgr.

hujan-dugaannya

Bapanya mahukannya jadi seorang askar,
Bukan cita-citanya,
Bukan impiannya.

Dia terlalu muda tuk tinggalkan keluarga,
Bila tiba masanya,
Pilu mula terasa.

Berkecamuk hati,hatinya sendiri,
Persoalannya kini,sampai bila mampu ku bertahan,
Mampukah ku bertahan?
Wowo,
Nampak ketarakah dilema di wajah ku, Wowo,
Diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu.
Wowo, Nampak ketarakah dilema di wajah ku,
Wowo, Diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu.

Beginikah selalunya cinta,
Diakhiri sengsara,
Setelah dicurahkan semua.
Cuba ku dalami,
Sampai termimpi mimpi,
Namun apa yang ku jumpa,
Semuanya sama.

Berkecamuk hati,hatinya sendiri,
Persoalannya kini,sampai bila mampu ku bertahan,
Mampukah ku bertahan?
Wowo, Nampak ketarakah dilema di wajah ku,
Wowo, Diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu.
Wowo, Nampak ketarakah dilema di wajah ku,
Wowo, Diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu.
Ini semua dugaan Nya

situasi-bunkface

Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
Reputasi kini menjadi bisu
dan aku , ku layu disitu

Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
itulah impian aku

C/O
Dan bila kau menghilang
Musnah la, musnah impian
tuk menggapai bintang
terangi hidup ku
Ku mahu kau tahu
engkaulah, destinasiku
dalam ingatanku .. oh oh oh…

Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
menempuh hidup yang ku temui
dan aku , ku tunggu ..
oh oh oh disitu
Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru itulah impian aku
C/O dan C/O lagi… =)

p/s: myra, jgn lupe cari these songs ye..hee~
p/s/s: mcs byk nyamook!!!

smooches~

merapik saja

exam english da abes!! yippeee....

huu~ at first berdebar2 gak ble tgk question paper. when i flipped the 1st page, i saw a Q yg ayat dy sort of mcmni:

"Write about a muvie that inspired u....how it makes u change..bla bla bla.."

whoaa!!! besh2. i wrote about kungfu panda while others wrote about various versions of love story. berbaloi ak tgk muvie tuh 10 kali smpai dah bole hfl skrip dy.

tp stil takotlah. mcm byk grammatical error je. abaikan. let bygone be bygone. hehe.

n now nk concentrate more on bio n chemy n MATH. i love math. math, plz love me back.

td cegu ikhwan revealed that dy pn xreti sgt jwb soklan prove trigo. wahahaha! ade jgk geng aku rupenye.

ptg td g term 1, nk bli tiket blek. dah siap2 beli, call mak, dy ckp dis year raye aji kat seremban. fuh, sabo jela. burn duit aku 23bux bli tket. bole bli 2 foldover mcd or 2 dinner sets kfc. sabo2.

sudahlah. nk sambung stdy chemy. dahla intenet lembab nk mmpos. saket ati je.

smooches~

kebodohan tahap melampau

i'd tried my best to love math.

i juz cant.

i cant stop myself from uttering the phrase "math susah!"

its not that i didnt try. i did. with full of vengeance.

but stil i cant.

i envied mcdee so much. ade ke dy ckp dy bwat math utk release tensen? lg maha hebat tensen adelah.

arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! gle2 h.a.r.d. d.i.f.f.i.c.u.l.t.

math susahlah! s.u.s.a.h.

nape student yg kne bwat medic or dentistry kne amek math high level??

sianla kat org cam aku nih.

kesimpulannye, math susah. tu je nk cakap.

smooches~

when u look me in the eyes

watched dis song video in utube n automatically falling in love wif it.

jonas brothers-when u look me in the eyes. dis song was in their last year's album.

especially for my bie..=)


If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more,
I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.Oh

smooches~

addiction

i'd watched kungfu panda just now. for the 10th time.

this muvie was super duper hilarious n constantly making me burst into loud thunderous laughter.

the big fat panda with a sphere stomach, Po was too funny with his witty laughter, his jokes, his naturally clumsy attitude,the way he talked, the way he never gave up, everything.

the ultimate cure for my tension-ness n tautness doing dis IB programme.

dis muvie is the most thoughtful muvie i ever watched. every line was meaningful, every quote was inspiring. dis muvie really a whole.

the most thoughtful quote was uttered by the master oogway which was :

yesterday was history,

tomorrow is mystery,

but today is a gift;

thats why it is called the present.

smooches~

tiring yet enjoyable pt 2

smpai je bilik from lake garden, trus kedeboom atas katil. sgt pnat. n then sedar2 kul 12.15 ade sumbody knocked the door.

tersembul muke myra. "ko nk join ktorg g secret recipe x?". n she was already done in her babylike outfit wif renda2.

n i was like, " ko nmpak x ak bru bgn tdo ni?" . mamai pun xhilang lg. diam jap. garu2 kpale. "bole tggu ak mandi jap x?".

n here we were. mgorbankan 20bux from each one of us(fana+myra+dj+yana) on cakes+shakes+fishnchips+spaghetti. n i had a lovely tiramisu. but dy ade rs cappucino cket2. xsukelah.

sgt chaotic di secret recipe. eating process slowed down 3 kali ganda sbb sbuk snapping pixx wif dj's camera. then tbe2 dpt 1 box of toblerone n dis tapioca chips. sume muke saspens. ms ble ktorg order? dahla 4 bux. mahal seh.=P then bru taw tu gift diorg bg sbb ktorg mkn above rm50. tu pun da tekejut beruk. dj ngan yana siap kire gune calculator hset lg. dasat2. n we were like genuinely budak sekolah xcukup umur.

myra bwt muke sengal.
bju kt goggles sgt lawa.tp duit xde.crap.

then walked to term 1 dlm ujan renyai2. there, me n myra wondered around. we went to this shop, tried 4 sunglasses. saje gedik nk try. tp amoi cine tu xbg tgkp gamba plak. kedekut btoi.

tup tup me n myra berkenan wif these 2 specs. nk kate old skool pn xjgk. sort of la. 10rggt je.

specky mode
another pose. myra cam secretary yg *tut*.huu~

went back kolej at 3.30 kot. myesali 30bux yg dah abs. next thing to do. zzzzzzzzz.

smooches~

tiring yet enjoyable pt 1

today me+mates of MD41 were having a picnic. at lake garden.

that means i'd woke up early this morning. 6.15 am. thx to mcd. gle babeng awal kejut. fana rosli bgn awal on saturday morning??? myra couldnt believe her eyes. cilakak. but stil, i was the last to bersiap. i juz didnt know wut was decent to wear. 3 kali salin baju. ades,,picnic je pun.

n it was my first tym walking to the lake garden. pnat siot! lenguh kaki den. mcmn la org len bole rilek jln kaki g SP n Term. salute btol.

tp worth it la. enjoy sgt2. mkn free lak tuh. nau blanje 3 nasi lemak+4 r.canai+gardenia n tuna. jdla tuh. haha.

fana+myra

happy tym!!!

pose gedik

ahh. rindu boyan.

journey otw balek kolej sgt tiring sbb walking wif a heavy+full stomach. n me n myra smpat lg snggah taman kat dpn our kolej yg me bru 1st tym pegi. pathetic kan. jakun tgk boyan.

sgt best picnic. lenkali bwat lglah. sem dpan k.

smooches~

off the burden

yeehaaa!!!! finally.

sume beban2 terbang dari bahuku. sadakaAllahhul a'zim....

so long IOP. so long.

our presentation was a blast!! well, sort of. eventho our poem's recitation xmasuk sgt ngan lagu, but it was stil gempak taw. at least it was, for me. the songs were cool, kitaro n dis japanese drama punye theme song kot. ntah mane myra dpt.

n we were wearing the most decent baju kurung we ever wore. siap ngan selendang lg. thnx nana 4 the selendang! n i was bare-footed bcoz my sandals ( xsure tu sandal ke seliper) produced a loud ketak-ketuk sound. exasperating.

but, when it came to the explanation part, i was explaining too much stuffs, bak kata naurah n i consumed a lot of tym n causing my clasmates to resah-gelisah especeli he (pronounced as hair). ah, persetankan sume itu. i talked n lectured til my mouth jd lenguh2 bcoz i sped up my talking rate. sgt tiring.

it all paid off when cegu azizah praised us for our natural-talented lecturing skills. huu~ kembang hidung. but i was over-acted in the sajak as my voice n myra's voice created a big contradiction. my voice was thunderous n myra's voice was like hujan renyai2. kah3. that's the beauty of our presentation duhh. hebat2. hoping 4 a high marks. sigh.

n now, i can focus more on math. uhh.

math senang. math senang. math senang.

repeat it until u die.

smooches~

neves breakdown

fuuuh.fuuuh.

mlm ni presentation nyte of IOP.

takot2. not fully prepared yet.

tp kan, me n myre bersajak cam besh jgk. haha. pasan.

n our persembahan is spesel bcoz xramai yg ade guts nk bwat sajak.

oh oh. sgt amat neves.

cpatla sume ni berlalu.

n the benchmark set by the other class is toooooooo high. fullmark siot.

ades3. hoping 4 the besh.

wish us luck keyh?

smooches~

oblivious

i dun know why my appetite increases speedily and steeply dis recent. n i helplessly cant stop my mouth from chewing, churning, amnd chewing and churning til my stomach membulat. then the great remorse came, but stil i cant help it.

even my bf was shocked when he saw me nonstop eating when we hangout last week. it looked like i was constantly craving for sumthing that i'll never stop eating until i found that sumthing. sadly, i don even know wut that sumthing is. blimey.

n when i went to this msc's ds(dewan santapan.haha) wif my clasmate to hav our dinner, they were shocked to see my tray was fully filled wif rice mcm nk melimpah ruah. thats juz me. i ate a lot. A LOT. especially when the lauk is ayam. i juz cant stop my hand from mencedok nasi dgn byknye. n the problem is, i'll finished wutever in my tray xkrela byk mane pun nasik tuh.

but then they said i was lucky bcoz evntho i ate a lot, my body still slim. OMIGOD. hav they got their eyes blinded? xnampak ke fatty acids bertempek2 kat badan aku nih? ades. but i took those compliments. tocey2. =P

n now i was channeling all my money to the koop. blame all the roti!! sp suruh tempting sgt. i cant resist to buy 1 everytym i pass thru it.

but then i was still oblivious on how fat i am, how debab i am, how bulat i am. my jeans n blouses are getting smaller i guess. it wasnt me yg mngembang. how optimistic. gud2.

nurulfana and diet just dont get along. diet is agonizing u know, wif all the restrictions to ur fav foods. i once felt very pelik bout these ppl who were extremely obsessed wif their diet. dahla mkan nasi seciput, tu pun nak korek2 lg nk vomit balek sume yg dah hampir2 mnjadi faeces. the phrase no pain no gain is invalid here, get it?

no diet, think 4 an alternative. a brilliant one.

oh i know, remain fat,bulat n debab. thats it. no doubt.

smooches~

wedding

still early tp layan jela.
hoho.


.1.How old are you?
18. 0fficially.

2. Are you single?
taken sudey~

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
ntah. lambat cket kot. nk tggu dy abes blaja medic. jap2. 26 kot. duh,,lmbt gle!!

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
yes.yes.yes.

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
invalid Q 4 me.

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
garden kot. tkot ade tsunami plak nnt. traditional?never!

7. Your ideal motif?
mm...mm...aaa..mm...lovey-dovey kot.

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
paris kot. romantik cket. acecey.

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
tgk bajetla wey.

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
in the middle of extravagant and simple will do.

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
again. mm...aaaa....mmm..didnt make up my mind yet.

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
at least 3. choc cake is a must. xmo kek icing.

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
kat umah sudey. sng sdare mare nk dtg. hmm.

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
at nyte. cambesh je. ade lampu kedip2.

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
indoors. takot ujan. i aint a risk taker.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
haha.bie nak ke?

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
our love song-truly madly deeply n this i promise u! play it over n over again smpai sume org muntah. jgn geli ye sume org.

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
lightla. baru nmpk cket ak yg gelap nih.

21. What age do you want to get married?
25.tp cam xbole je.

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife
him. enough 4 me.

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
pkai tgn je. sng cter.

24. champagne or red wine?
air masak sudey~jimat2.

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
days. nnt org ckp xsabo2 plak.

26. money or household item?
love. =)

27. Who will pay for the bills?
of cos him.

28. Are you ready for married life?
no. erm. yes. erm. no. erm. yes. no. yes. no. xreti masak lgla.

29. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get marry?
definitely yes. nnt xspesel.

30. Will u always be true to your wife/husband?
with all my heart.

31. How many kids do u like?
4 is nice.

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
new of cos. adiah kawen.hahaaha.

33. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
silver suits me.so fana-ish bak kata zati.

34. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
anything yg xbwat guests saket perut+cirit birit.

35. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
nope. snapping pun ok dah.

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next??? Choose 5 person.

erm..aaa..erm..aaa...erm..aaaa



smooches~

xkesahla

as soon as i got my feets stepping on the mcs compound, i heard bout the dr. sms.

masuk bilik, dr. sms.

g bilik mcd, dr.sms.

g bilik najaa, dr. sms.

read dj's and myra's blog, dr.sms.

dah xlarat dgr.

duh3. wateverla. xjeles pon. xksah.





jeles sbnanye.

smooches~

duh. wrong timing.

arini nk kuar. date.

esok dr. sms dtg. for motivational talk.

so balek kg di weekend is forbidden.

wuteverla.

walopon big fan of him.

i dont care.

nak kuar jgk.

nk mkn burger king.






note:sms=syeikh muzaffar syukor

smooches~

gay-partner

gay-partner found.

she's just gurl nex door.

myra innessa azmi. u're the lucky one. haha.

n our talents in mndeklamasikan sajak are yet to be revealed.

ppl, juz ensure ur ears are ready.





note : gay=happy2

smooches~

oh oh ib

ye. ib. reveals its true hardships.

mggu dpan ade IOP lah. for bm. crap.

idea nil. empty. blimey.

hati sudah berdegup2 kencang. stil idea tiade lg.

gay partner pn xcari lg. double-duh.

tuhan. selamatkan hambamu ini.


smooches~

self-hatred

testing2. i hav an important announcement to make.

i hate my hair!!!

i hate my hair

i hate my hair

i hate my hair

i hate my hair

i hate my hair

sekian.

smooches~

ex-gf reunion.

went to mid last week wif bie. n he showed me this buk. wut a profound message.

tp nengok cover cambesh je. nvr judge a book by its cover. ish3.

sbnanye ade story bhind the title of the buk. related to me la of cos.

fact : im close to my bf's ex-es. very close.

me n honey no 1.

me n honey no 2.

yes. they're my bff. my besties. my hangout buddies. my secret pots. my tears-sharing fren.

i dont care wut other people says. i love them. they're the cure 4 my boredom.

to azie n aya, u're the best honey ever made. may our frenship lasts till my eyes are shut.

n thanx bie 4 uniting us under this ex-gf club. =P

smooches~

stairway to adulthood

geli-geleman dgn title post. ee..yek!!

str8 to the point. im 18 today. 18!!!! walaweh.

n saye puas. puas hajat shoping saye tercapai. mcm org gile sakai. tau?

n saye dgn suksesnye mlicinkan poket saye n my bie's. sogo bwt sale gle vavi. times sq pon. mne bole miss the golden chance. right ladies?

lihat2.

mgse pnderaan n kekjaman shoping maniac. lihat, dy kekontangan. kasihan.

n he treated me wif only 2 slices of cakes. only 2!! itupun x abis.

tiramisu n royal choc. my fav duhh. cdap2.

n there's no besday w/out the present. saspens gle babeng. berdbar2 jntung. acecey.

silver bracelet. 1st tym dpt from bie. suke2.

unexpected present. seriously. xsgke bie reti beli handbag. lawa kan?u better angguk kpale.

n i was super-duper euphoric. hysterically expressing my vivaciousness. smiling with insanity.

sgt besh rupenye celebr8 besday. if u get the nicest thing ever exist as ur besday gift. Truly.

tenkiu2 bie. love thou.

n my luck didnt end there.

cegu azizah made a caramel cake 4 me!!! (pasan aje.xceli 4 the whole class). but who cares. it was my besday. cube pk scare logik, blm byk2 hari nape cegu azizah pilih 28hb? musykil2. according to nurulfana, (pengaruh tok) its simple bcoz nurulfana is one of the important person on earth. xdpt dinafikan lg. premises tepat. conclusion muktamad. huu~(muke bangge + malu2)

yummy. marvellous. scrumptious. super-duper delicious. tp dpt mkn 2 slices yg amat kechik je.

makasih cegu azizah. ade ms bwatla lg. hehe. cian kat myra kmpunan nk mkn. mule2 muke kemain berseri2. ble xdpt muke keruh cam tut.....!!!! heh.

kpd rakan2 yg wish. mekaceh ya. sy sgt terharu.

kpd rakan2 yg terlupe wish, sy tahu, sy maafkan anda. walopun hati ini terguris. chekapit.

itu sajelah kot.

smooches~

kms got a new talent.bravo.

i have a new talent. i discovered it yesterday.

n the talent is-mbuat brgn2 kreatif. handmade souvenier. credit to c3 (craft n creative club).

bcoz i am very kind-hearted, i'll share wif u the process to make a cute souvenier bag wif a potpouri in it. senang aje.

mule2, cari stu kertas yg mmg khas 4 souvenier bag. wrapping paper pn ok. cut the paper into a rectangular shape. size depends.

then, fold the paper mgikut kertas cnth yg tlah dibwat oleh rakan anda. note :proses ini mmerlukan ketelitian.

next, lipat kertas tadi tu ikut garis2 yg already folded b4 dis to form a rectangle box. kalo xphm bwat2 paham.


the last part is to settle the base. its similar to the way u wrap a present at its side. paham x? sorry, no pixxy.

n......tadaa!!!!!

agak memusykilkan kerana kertas yg digunakn di atas x same ngan kertas beg di gmbr ini. abaikan.

n here are the potpouris that have been made earlier. wangi..

we have to re-made it using this kain organza. pnat tau bwat aritu. kne bukak blek sume.

n the the ultimate products were produced.

lawa kan? kan3? we made a dandan using the cotton rope as the tangkai. very proud. huu~

the process was not tiring at all. it was fun!! sirius. x tipu. cume ade sdikit stress ble lipatan x mnjadi. kjap bsar. kjap kecik.

all these cutiey babies will go to the hands of 30 thailand's student that will visit us tomorrow. hope they'll like it. kalo xsuke ciapla. pnat ak bwat tau.

n maafkan budak sewel yg berbaju biru itu. dy mmg bgitu. camera freak.

smooches~

kesewelan bersama myra

saye ade sorg kawan. dy mereng. n dy mnyebarkan kemerengannye kpd saye.

name dy cdap. tp otak dy mereng.

sy jeles sbb sume ckgu hafal name dy. xaci!!

pastu gelak mute. tersedu sedan amek nafas. sungguh tragis.

lihat bukti2 kemerengan beliau n kesewelan saye di kelas kami.

lihat. obvious.

demented

sewel melampau

sgt bahaye berkawan dgnnye.

myra. dont get mad. ni spesel tibute taw.

sayang myra. jgn lupe bg adiah taw bsday aku nnt. huu.

smooches~

raya yang sudah basi

kms bwat sambutan perayaan yang sudah hampir tamat tempoh. busan.

n mknn yg disediakan boleh thn. ds yg bwat. duh.

tp satenya-marvellous! (kerana saye dh lame xmkn sate)

but the best part was i was a lot taller than anyone else. xcept najaa, amy n ika.

n my phone camera was very100x baek. all the pixs that i took became angelic n my pimples pn cam xdek. hoho.

after knyang melahap, snap pixs with all the camera freak. besh. bcoz i was taller.

but the hall was like hell. panas siot. dahla ak pkai bj 2 lapis. n oren semacam. its not my baju raya after all. its my bju kurung 4 any special occasion.

n sume org cam berlumbe2 nk karaoke. sore cam haram. jd bhn gelak ketawa saje. bingit.

n here are the angelic snaps.

me n amy. angelic kan?

lupe nk btaw. cendol dy pun not bad. mamak mari. hoh.

camera freaks of MD41. oh lihat yg duduk di ribe itu. prasan ringan. =P

back in hostel. prut knyang. minda sewel.

itu saje. nk stdy bio. penin kpale.

smooches~

rindu2.zati,read dis.compulsary

today im supposed to be at lgkw, receiving rm200 as a gift for my spm results.


also bergebang2 n bergosip2 ttg isu semase wif the big mouth syauqan.


also snapping pixx cam org jakun wif my best-ever-in-the-world rum8s. miss them cam org gilak. rindu amat sangat. x tpu. my life became colourful when i was wif them.

yati.fana.yani.zati.4 hearts beating as 1.

yati is the oldest among us. tue sebulan je dari aku. so dy yg slalu bg advice kat ktorg. she's a flexible and wholesome counsellor-love,study,family,job,career. sume dy bole. n kdg2 garang. sangat garang. takot2. n cakap direct. sape terase mmg tetusuk hati.

yani is the kindest. the angel among us. the most soft-spoken. mencarut sthun skali je. super hardworking. very sensitive. sgt senang menanges. family girl. slalu mgajak ke arah kebaikan. i adored her 4 her strong wills.

fana n zati.the little brats.

zati. we share the common ground. both of us were lazybums. big fat lazybums. slalu g klas n prep lmbt. slalu kne pnjat balkoni sickroom. suke burn prep. bgn lmbt. kul 6.55 bru tehegeh2 g mandi pdhl sume org dah ciap pkai bju skola. lost. slalu lupe brg ltak mane. clumsy. slalu kelam-kabut n tertinggal brg. dy bole trtinggal purse kat cinema. n slalu kne scold ngan cik yati garang. huhu. slow. glak ble sume org dah abis gelak. yet she's the most caring of all. especially when one of us saket. she's the most unique n eccentric fren i ever had.

i miss u guyz terribly.

i miss the moment we melalak cam org gilak (nyanyi lagu wajah) n being scolded by other rooms.

i miss the moment we went outing, shoping like hell n back in hostel each of us bz calculating the big loss n the missing money.

i miss the moment we'e karaoke-ing nyanyi lgu tapi bkn aku n lagu hindustan like a demented band.

n i miss the moment being n living with u guyz.

tl28 is our heaven n hell.

i love u guyz damn much. byk sangat.

absence makes heart grow fonder.

smooches~

blog depressions

it hurts everytym i opened my blog. i hate the layout. its too bright n plain. huduh.

it hurts everytym i clicked the new post button. i dont know wat to write, wat to spill out. it make me think that my lyf is not as intereting as anyone else's.

it hurts everytym i tried to type for a post. im not so good in rewriting my life in a cyber medium. i dont know how to tell ppl clearly using letters as my mouth will do.

it hurts everytym i uploaded a pix. the internet is super lembab. n then uploading failed. lalu segale perkataan2 jahat itu keluar utk memuaskan hati yg panas.

the hurts mounted in me. so sickening.

oh oh.

n the bio retest completed the misery. perfect addition.

smooches~~

ketupat hampas.

we're watching chermin. dgn khusyuk skali.

abgngah ptg stim. he told us, no. he ordered us to help her wife,kak rin to anyam2 the ketupat by using the rebens.kijam.

i was excited. all geared up to start the lesson with kak ani. she was our shifu. i picked pink n purple rebens.

then,the killer process begun.pusing sane.masuk sini.belit sane.keluar sini.

i adored kak ani. i envied kak ani.she was talented. n i'm not skillful. tgn xberseni lgsung. duh. cmne nk jd dentist nih.

my fingers are short.duhh.hampas. asek terlepas je reben tuh.

after 5 failures, i nearly made it. uhuh. jdla.

my victorious failure

after that, all of us surrendered. even kak rin put her hands up. we're just not born to anyam ketupat. (ayat cover)

duhh.seriously, susah gle. pening kpale dibwatnye. xpe, next year cube lg.

smooches~

the voyage begins

its not a special journey anymore.

bcoz i stayed there. n will be staying there 4 another 1 and 3/4 years. duhh.

my little bro will sing the balek kampong song everytime he watched a raya iklan on the tv.

but my raya spirit isn't there.yet.

nil.zero.kosong.empty.a big o.

the voyage is tomorrow. n im still off for raya. at dis very momentos.

luckily, my dad will treat us 4 sate kajang. yeah2. im on for sate kajang. yippee.

n i felt a rush of excitement in my heart as i imagining kuah sate yg lemak berkrim itu.

oh.tidak tertahan lg. trus brsmgt packing bag.

trimas sate kajang. i owe u a lot.

pray to arrive there safely. mlm ni pektis doa naek knderaan.


to whom i heart, may u guyz have a splendid raya this year.

eid mubarak ppl. maaf zahir batin.

smooches~

mission accomplished!!

im agent xoxo.

my mission was to find a beatiful shoes.for raya.

terms applied :

• no heels.no pain.
• no black.
• preferably gold. silver is considerable.
• no peep toe. huduh di kakiku.
• rm70 n below. fulus sengkek.
• comfortable.
• make my feet a lot cuter. (hopefully)

so the mission begun. jihad!

my eyes played the vital role. seek n searched n spotted.

i thrived. i swam. i ran. i grabbed. i pushed. i pulled.

after 2 hours.

i failed. i disappointed. i sad. i hopeless. i tired. i dehydrated.

there's dis shoe i like yg amat sgt. but only size 8 was left 4 me. bpk besar. after that my heart closed itself to any other shoes.acecey.

i went home. with nothing.

my mum dropped by at giant. i loitered around. wasted time.

then. i found it. ohh. god. i finally found it. back into the agent mode. ehem2.

my saviour of the day. the turning point of my luck.

my s0-called saviour. its gold.huu.

its not that beautiful.

i know.i know.its not up to ur expectations.

who the bloody hell cares.asalkan ak ade kasut raye.

but it fulfilled the terms anyway. so im satisfied.

n the mission is accomplished.

i'll sleep wif a smile today.

smooches~

touched

its all bcoz of my honeybee.

he made me cried in my heart.

he gave me the biggest kad raye i ever had.sgt bsar.enormous.siap ade lagu lg.

i want to upload the pix but the internet is bengong-ing.harap maaf.

maybe i'll upload it later.

anyway,maceh bie!!! sayang bie.

ades.lapaunye.

smooches~

home cweet home

i'm home!!!

ngeh2,suke2.

n my mum msk my all time fav-tomyam n kueyteaw basah!!yippee

i ate

i ate

i ate

n i cannot move.my body was curled up.i can't stand up st8!!

then i slept.

n slept until 10.30 pm.

next morning,(afternoon actually)i woke up at 2.30 pm.gosh. anak dare ape nih.

then watched dead silence with the whole family sticking their eyes to the tv.

saye penakut sbnanye.i closed my eyes more than i opened them.

then g drive.polishing my skills.pektis drive jauh2. nnt nk g amek bie kat stesen bas.

home. tringat keje chemy n bm.

ohh.throw it away.

still hav 2 weeks.ngeh3.myra said that.

tomorrow nk g shoping kasut raye.im in the mood for wedges.mntk2 ade yg cun.

ok.klopak mate n pipi dah nak bercantum.

nyte2.smooches~

invader, sheet u!!

i dont hav any idea what had happen to me dis recent.

my fs n ym had been invaded by an anonymous stranger.

whoever it was, plesla wey.dont disturb people's privacy.get a life.

stop viewing my so-called private pixx.

stop sending me those stupid threats.

stop burdening me wif ur sarcastic comments.

n stop invading ny life.

shuuh..shoohh..

plz,get urself a life.

double-duh!!

no smooches 4 today.

countdown

the countdown begins..

another 5 days

i'll be away from this prisoner of kms

yeehoo!!

balek kg..wowowow blek kg..wowowow blek kg..

hati girang..=D

saye tidak mahu pulg

i dont want to go back to kms.

bloody hell kms

xmo...help2!!

smooches~

kami kreatif =P

its saturday.time to wake up late. very late.

mentang2 lap repot chemy dh ciap

but then i remembered that i have this trip to srmbn craft complex dis evening. at 3 pm. duhh.
if its not for the stupid cas hours, i wouldnt waste my time to see ppl anyaming basket n tikar like robots.

then mazni called. told us that we're late. mmg saje bwat prangai lazybum pn. when we got down, everybody was waiting 4 us. yang berhormat le katekan..

we arrived at the complex around 3.10 pm kot. as soon as i enterd the complex, my jaw dropped to the lowest point it can reached. astonishing!! astounding!! cun gle la weh. kalah umah ak. no. umah ak lawa lg actually. then we loitered around, checking the displayed crafts.

next, the anyaming demonstration by a cutiey klate sis. she was so competence, finishing her work flawlessly. then we're given the chance to try.amy was so excited, she grabbed the rotan first. i tried too; with a trembling hand.tp jadi taw.it was kinda fun but only 4 a while. im not the one who enjoyed doing the same routine monotonously.

i was fascinated by the creativity of these anonymous ppl who turned the rattans into many beautiful, adorable n useful furnitures. i love the make-up table the most.




we loitered again for the 2nd round. snapped pix here n there cam budak jakun.
n i nearly broke down the golden kendi while busy posing 4 the camera.seb bek.kalo x mmpos ak kene byr blek. it was obviously obvious that we're never been to any craft complex b4 dis.






i bought 2 dryflower bukmarks as a souvenier 4 me n my honeybee. 3 rggt stu.abeh duit.seb baek lawa.


this trip had changed my perception a lot about the craft industry (acecey). this craft thingy is not idle n monotonous, it symbolize creativity, scrupulosity and competency of the craft makers. so lets be a craft maker!!

otw heading back to the mcs, pakcik bas brought us to the paroi's bazaar ramadhan n i ended up buying puding kastard yg x cdap.

anyway, it was a splendid trip n i enjoyed it.

smooches~

relief

dengan ini sukacitanya dimaklumkan

fana rosli sudah mnyiapkan lap repot chemy ngan jayenye

smue krane dy sygkan ckgu khomah =D

smooches~

Kandas

this is a tragic story between a couple. it was yesterday

around 1330, i was all geared up to study at perpustakaan tun raja uda(if i was not mistaken) at shah alm with my honeybee.

we went there by his honda bike. then we lost out of nowhere. it was like s.alam is a super duper big city with enormous amount of roundabouts that puzzled our minds everytime we passed it.

then. the nikmat Allah fell. heavily. few minutes later. super duper gle babeng heavily. he had his sweater but i was with nothing. n i was dubious if i was still in the fasting mode bcoz i was truly soaked and my penyek hijab made me looked hedious.

after half an hour, we found the library and entered with no mood of studying.we wasted our time there until 1600.

at 1916. it wat the time for breakfast. n there's nothing on our table except for shrinked dates and premier tissues.

at 2000. people next to us hd left with full stomach. but our stomach still empty. i was ready to fire the waiter/waitress(im not sure bout his/her sex..pengkid kot). but my fried rice came. lucky for him/her.

at 2045. we were on our journey back to intec uitm. abruptly, back tyre were gelong2 n we nearly fell. tayar bocor rupenye. we didnt know what to do. we called everybody that crossed our mind but it was useless.

at 2200, a police car reached us. he helped by giving us a workshop number. n thankfully, a mechanic came to help us to settle up the misery. mekacih abg polis n abg mekanik!!

at 2255, we continued our journey heading intec. syatees was very worried about us and we ruined her short film festival at pasar seni. millions sorry dear!!

at 2315, i reached intec. finally.

it was a sial day for me i guess. nseb bek n. grg n murtabak yg ak bli kat bazar tu cdap. trubat cket ati.

thats all.

smooches~

oh lucky

im writing this fuelled by my passion for jason mraz's new single

LUCKY!!!

omg,,this song..undeniably so sweet and meaningful

a must-listen song

last week pnat ak promote dis song to my clasmates

tp diorg wat dono je

huu cdey2

"crook,crook"

thats my stomach's languange expressing its starveness

br ingat nk trun g dapor mnum susu hl..nyam2

while stepping down the stairs, ak tepok dahi

"duhh,,ari ni pose!!"

how come i can 4get yg i dah melahap tomyam at 5 am dis morning?

huu cdey2 lg

i wonder what will be cooked by my lovely auntie mona for break fast nnt..

cant wait!!

camat berbuke sume!!(6 hours early,,layan ah)

im a baby blogger!!!

ngehee....
im new in this blog thingy
it looks like everybody hve their own blog xcept me..

waa,,im an alien

e.g: sumbody : "fana,ade blog x?"

fana : "mm..xde,ak xretila tulis2 ni..(ayat cover)"

then i read my frens' blogs

n decided

"ak pun nak bwat gak la"

n here i am in this world

thats all

smooches~